Book Called Life

Oh, where do I begin?!!!

Life has changed so much in this past year, I got a new high paying job working with my best friend experiencing life the I didn’t think I would. I had a spiritual awakening, I went 85% vegan (yes, it’s a thing because I say it is, I am the architect of my life) it just means I have issues with letting go of cheese 15% of the time.

At this job, I was surrounded by irrational situations that would consume me and cause me to isolate myself from everyone else. I didn’t trust anyone. Throughout this journey, I have learned how to not allow external forces to affect me.

Why is this important?? Because I will encounter these irrational situations to help me evolve as a person. It’s nothing personal, I am meant for so much more.

I feel the need to help people, it’s just in my nature and when I am passionate about something I want to do people might see it as me being upset. It took me 25 years to fully understand what that meant. I realized my personality was too big to work for anyone. I have never really lasted beyond a year at any job and I never understood why until now.

Off that on to some positive aspect of my life, I started meditating and connecting with my higher self. Lately, I haven’t been able to remain constant mainly because I was trapped in the matrix. I AM FREE and I AM SO HAPPY & RELIEVED!! I’m pursuing my dreams.

More recently, I almost went into a deep depression, luckily, I was home for a week (on vacation) I managed to dig myself out the hole or stop myself from drowning. Ever since then I have had a new outlook on life. I think it also helps that I have been reading self-help books. One of them that are having a profound effect on me is The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success. This book confirms what you already know to be true. It’s the how and why of things. It is the subtle art of not giving an f*ck. It’s the where do I begin. My eyes are open and I see it now.

I can see now the rain is gone.

I understand why I went through so many things that never made any sense. It was made for me to accept the fact that I have emotions, something I have blocked myself off for so many years.

You need to feel in order to manifest. Emotions are energy in motion. Your emotions are what you send out into the universe or positive vibes. How can you manifest anything if you don’t feel anything?

This spiritual journey has taken me on the best roller coaster ride I have ever been on. When I cry I feel better, I can have a conversation without reacting and getting upset. Crying is therapy for Empaths because we feel so much.

Accept it for what it is and keep moving forward. This moment doesn’t define you, ITS NOT OVER!! Your attitude has the power to change any circumstance no matter how bad it is.

So, who are we? do you know who you truly are? What are you here to do? Beyond the physical and materialistic plane, what is your purpose?

I believe I was sent here to help people find out the answers to those questions and many others. I want to wake people up from this Matrix, it’s all a trap.

I want to teach people that we don’t have to sell time anymore, we can live life in abundance without financial struggles. It all starts from within!! Not outwardly! The issue is most of us seek financial security from external forces like jobs instead of within. Being a millionaire from within will allow you to manifest that into reality.

I understand so much more now, it’s like information is being downloaded and I am receiving it. All I want to do is spread it and help others achieve the same messages. I am still a working in progress, I am still learning and growing every single day – these ups and downs I have experienced are things I know others can relate to. My reaction is different now than it used to be. When people get fired from jobs they feel low or upset, I don’t because I know the universe is always working for me. I wasn’t meant to be there anymore. As Spiritual SO (Youtuber) would say my “contract expired.

I want to write about so much that has happened in my life, but then I realized I would have to go back to that state of mind and I don’t want too.

The point of this isn’t to spill my guts out, it’s to let whoever is reading know I understand what you are going through and you’re not alone. Here are ways I have dealt with similar situations and how I overcame them.

This is just the beginning though testing the waters, I want 1,000 true-fans who are interested in hearing about what I have to say. Who doesn’t feel like they belong anywhere, who’s personality is too big to contain who wants more from life.

Most people in the world go to work go home and repeat. They are living for the weekend, people are content with only having 2 days to live; back to the RAT RACE on Monday. I call these people bots – code written by the programmer. Trapped in the matrix. My good friend (best-friend) said we are the viruses and not viruses in a malicious way more like we threaten the whole operating system.

Because as he mentioned we build on things we create new things from what was given. WE ARE THE ALCHEMIST!! We turn lead into gold and negatives into positives. WE STRIVE FOR GREATNESS beyond the 3D!!

But how to do you block out all of those things that weigh you down on a daily? How do you wrap your head around that? And how do you remain consistent?

It's all a process and is all a part of the plan. Learn how to read the signs and decipher messages sent to you from the universe.

Anyways this is just a glimpse of what I want to talk about – you can call it my Diary of Tips. Bet that sounds familiar huh??

I hope your day is going amazing, remember that you are beautiful inside and out, you have so much to offer to the world. When you feel like it’s all too much, stop breathing in and remain in the moment – accept what just happened and KEEP MOVING FORWARD. Peace, love & blessings!!

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