Ahead Of My Time

Have you ever felt like you were ahead of your time? Or like you just know things that most people aren’t aware of? Or like you kind of have the key to life? Or like you’re just different? Futuristic? And you can’t pinpoint it? And you really can’t explain it to people? All you really know is... you just know shit. Have you ever wondered if you’re the only one? Are there other people who think like you?

Hi. You’re not alone. I know your mind freaks you out sometimes. Or maybe at this point you’re just used to it. Any who, I felt the need to express this on this platform tonight because of a specific thing that led me to reflect on this.

Some time ago, I’ve had a strong feeling that something was meant for me... but at a specific time. That time is in the future. I knew that I could have easily had what I knew I wanted but I also knew that I would have been making the wrong decision at that time. It would have been impulsive and for momentary pleasure. (We all love momentary pleasure... in that exact moment.) But we also know the end result of those decisions. Regret.

What is meant for me is rich and life long. What is meant for me is worth the wait. What is meant for me is MEANT for me. No matter how much I may want it now. No matter how much I CAN have it now — THAT is where the test happens, when it’s at your fingertips but you KNOW it’s just not right. No matter how much NOBODY else will understand you or your decisions. No. Matter. What. So you have to make a decision: Easily grab it for the temporary, Or let it go, let it grow and let it become yours when it is meant to last forever.

Whatever you KNOW deep down in your gut, believe that and listen to that. That thing is 100% for you and NO MATTER WHAT you will have it. Don’t bother trying to explain yourself to no one, just do what your life calls for and continue to live in the moment. You will know when it is “the right time”, and you’ll feel it so positively deep down in your soul. And it will all be worth it. Do the right thing.