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I Quit My Job for 30 Days to Chase My Dream — Here’s What Really Happened

What stepping away from the safety net taught me about fear, freedom, and the pursuit of passion.

By Hewad MohammadiPublished 6 months ago 5 min read

Ever wondered what would happen if you quit your job for 30 days to chase your dream? This is my unfiltered story of fear, freedom, and what I discovered about myself.

I stared at the email draft for over an hour.

Subject line: “Resignation — Effective Immediately.”

My heart pounded as if it knew I was about to do something reckless. Maybe it was reckless. After all, I didn’t have a safety net—no backup savings, no “Plan B,” not even a detailed plan for “Plan A.”

But I had something else. A dream.

For years, I’d been showing up at a job that drained the color out of my life like a black-and-white filter. I clocked in, clocked out, and stared at the clock in between, always wondering, Is this it?

One night, I realized I was waiting for permission to live my life. And no one was going to hand it to me.

So I gave myself 30 days. Thirty days without my job. Thirty days to chase my dream. Thirty days to see if I could turn the “what if” into “I did.”

And here’s what really happened.

Week One: The Honeymoon Phase

The morning after I quit, I woke up without an alarm for the first time in years. No office clothes, no commute, no inbox full of “urgent” requests that weren’t actually urgent.

I felt… free.

I made a ridiculously long to-do list for my dream project. In my case, it was starting my own design studio—a tiny idea that had been whispering in my head for years.

I worked twelve hours straight that first day, fueled by coffee and the high of possibility. I built a website, brainstormed names, and even sketched a logo.

By Day 3, I was telling friends, “This is the best decision I’ve ever made!”

By Day 5, I was convinced I’d never go back to a regular job again.

I was glowing with excitement.

But as I’d soon learn, dreams have a way of testing you.

Week Two: The Fear Creeps In

On Day 9, my bank app sent me a notification.

Balance: \$237.

Suddenly, that glow of excitement dimmed.

I couldn’t ignore reality: rent was coming. Groceries were needed. My Wi-Fi bill didn’t care that I was “chasing my dream.”

The stress started creeping in like a shadow.

Instead of working on my studio, I found myself Googling “how to make quick cash online” at 2 a.m. I took on random gigs—delivering food, helping a neighbor move—just to feel like I wasn’t falling into a financial black hole.

By Day 12, I was second-guessing everything.

Was I crazy for thinking I could do this?

What if I end up broke and crawling back to my job in a month?

I wanted to quit quitting.

Week Three: The Breakdown and the Breakthrough

By the third week, I hit a wall.

I woke up one morning, looked at my half-finished projects, and felt paralyzed.

I didn’t touch my laptop that day. I didn’t do anything the next day, either.

I was scared—scared that I’d wasted my shot, scared that my “dream” wasn’t strong enough to stand on its own.

On Day 19, I broke down.

I cried. Not the “teary-eyed in a movie theater” kind of cry—the ugly, face-in-the-pillow, what-have-I-done kind.

But here’s the thing about breaking down: sometimes you crack just enough for the light to get in.

By the evening, something shifted.

I stopped thinking about the “perfect” way to launch my dream and just started doing what I could.

I sent emails to potential clients, even though I felt unprepared.

I posted my services online, even though my website wasn’t “ready.”

I forced myself to move, even if it was messy.

And then, something amazing happened.

Week Four: The First Win

On Day 23, I woke up to an email notification.

Subject: “Interested in Your Work”

Someone had seen my portfolio online and wanted to hire me for a small project.

It wasn’t much—just a \$150 job—but it felt like a million dollars.

Because it wasn’t just about the money.

It was proof.

Proof that this dream wasn’t just in my head.

Proof that someone out there believed in what I could do.

Proof that I wasn’t entirely crazy for trying.

That tiny job led to another. And another.

By the end of the month, I wasn’t “thriving” yet—but I was surviving on my own terms.

The 30-Day Mark

On Day 30, I sat in the same spot where I’d sent that resignation email.

I thought about the fear, the stress, the breakdowns. But I also thought about the mornings I woke up excited instead of exhausted. The projects that made me proud instead of numb. The version of myself that I finally met when I stepped away from “safety.”

Did I figure everything out in 30 days?

No.

Did I build a six-figure business in a month?

Not even close.

But here’s what I did do:

I proved to myself that my dream deserved space in my life.

Would I Do It Again?

Absolutely.

But I’d also do some things differently—like saving up more first, setting clearer goals, and maybe not quitting so impulsively.

Still, I wouldn’t trade those 30 days for anything.

Because here’s the truth:

Sometimes, chasing your dream isn’t about “making it” overnight.

Sometimes, it’s about showing up for yourself for the first time.

What I Learned

  • Fear is loud, but it’s not always right. Those nights I panicked about money? I survived them.
  • Dreams need action, not perfection. My dream didn’t grow until I stopped obsessing and started doing.
  • It’s okay to stumble. The breakdown didn’t mean I failed—it meant I cared enough to keep going.

So, Should You Quit Your Job for 30 Days?

Maybe. Maybe not.

I’m not here to tell you to throw your laptop across the office and storm out tomorrow.

But I am here to tell you this:

If there’s a dream tugging at you—loud or quiet—you owe it to yourself to give it room.

For me, it took quitting my job for 30 days to finally listen.

And that changed everything.

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About the Creator

Hewad Mohammadi

Writing about everything that fascinates me — from life lessons to random thoughts that make you stop and think.

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