Movie Optimism: The Gift And The Curse
It might be a sickness, but I'm not sure
Movie Optimism is a hard thing to have. It’s even harder to explain to someone that doesn’t love movies the way that I do. Someone that doesn’t fully immerse themselves in the experience will never understand. I believe that its either something that you have or you don’t, it’s in your DNA. Movie Optimism will make you see a trailer that excites and make you need to see that movie instantly and pray that it doesn’t let you down. However, far too many times, it does.
I vividly remember the feeling I got walking out of The Dark Knight midnight showing in 2008. I remember marveling at Heath Ledger’s performance as the Joker and thinking that his untimely death robbed us all of great future performances. I remember thinking about how Aaron Eckhart is underrated, and maybe this role would springboard his career to new heights. I remember being stunned at the ending and how Batman gave up his reputation for the greater good. I got goosebumps when Commissioner Gordon (Gary Oldman) uttered the last words of the film.
That was the highest of movie highs, and that is what I want to feel after seeing a good movie. It’s my white whale, my one-armed man, my buried treasure. I am always chasing that movie high, and I will never stop. I love to be the guy that recommends an obscure movie and people end up liking it.
I also vividly remember the feeling I got walking out of The Dark Knight Rises midnight showing in 2012. I was disgusted by the utter craptatude of the movie and wondered how it was possible that they got so much wrong. Bane is supposed to be bigger than Batman! Why did they cast Tom Hardy? Between Batman’s extra gravel in his voice and Bane’s mumbling I had a really hard time trying to understand what was being said. Blake’s name is Robin? Come on. <iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/RFDXes97gboYg" width="480" height="392" frameBorder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowFullScreen></iframe><p><a href="https://giphy.com/gifs/angeles-bachcaps-bearfighting-RFDXes97gboYg">via GIPHY</a></p>
That was way down there with the movie lows. Then I was just mad the next day because I sacrificed sleep for that garbage. Unfortunately, it seems that you can’t have the movie highs without the movie lows. The movie watching experience is completely amplified by going to the theater. Bad movies don’t offend me nearly as much at home. I’ll still finish a bad movie but I tend to do it in 2 or 3 parts because I need a break and have to mentally prepare myself for the rest of it. In the theater you don’t have that option and the terribleness of the movie just keeps hitting you in the face for 2 hours. And there is no escape, the bad movie has you in its clutches and will not let go. But I feel that you need to experience crappy movies every now and then because it makes you appreciate the good ones that much more. It keeps you honest.
I remember being disappointed by that Batman movie. I also remember being disappointed by another Batman movie in 1995. And again in 1997, and I can’t forget about another time in 2016. I think I’m sensing a pattern here. But guess what? The Batman is coming out in 2022 and there’s a chance that it won’t be any good, but I’m still going to go see it. I was mad that they casted Robert Pattinson as Batman instead of Nicholas Hoult. I’m still going to see it. That right there is what happens when you have Movie Optimism. You can’t help yourself because you believe they will get it right this time even though there’s no reason to believe it.
I loved X-Men: First Class and X-Men: Days Of Future Past. X-Men: Apocalypse was a flaming train wreck. Then I saw the trailer for X-Men: Dark Phoenix and I debated if I was going to see it in the theater. I knew it was going to suck. I couldn’t help it. I went to matinee on my day off and I’ve hated myself ever since. It was horrible.
If you have identified with the feelings I’ve laid out before you, then you have Movie Optimism like I do. At the heart of the matter you just want to see a good movie and be captivated by it, which is not a bad thing. Never give up, keep searching, keep recommending. There will always be a friend or coworker that you can steer in the right direction. And just for the record I have a hard time understanding Tom Hardy in almost every movie I’ve seen him in. Mumbler!



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