The shame of love

It has been 40 years, and she has been unwilling to mention this to anyone, although there are many unpleasant rumors floating outside that she is trading her body and bribing Director Du to get her position today! She always had tears in her eyes and didn't say a word.

Not long ago, 90 years old director Du died, in Director Du's funeral, she cried tears rain, came to the mourners are on the side of her loss of form, and someone whispered that the reason why she cried so sad, because she has since fallen back, no one can support her.

She never married, not because she was unkind, but because no one wanted to marry her. In the eyes of everyone, she is a dirty woman, with their own point a little can support the appearance of beauty, in favor of Director Du, only to make their career so smooth.

For this, Du's family has always been bitter, so, in Du's memorial service, her appearance, no doubt became a bad thing, Du's children saw her, as if they saw the enemy, because it was she who destroyed the reputation of his father's life, but also let mother and father quarrel.

She seemed prepared for the worst before she even went, and as soon as the service began, she walked onstage and, in an almost imploring tone, asked for 10 minutes to tell a story that had been in her heart for 40 years.

At that time, she was still a down educated youth, from the bustling metropolis down to a remote mountain village, where the conditions are very simple, eating furfural, living in a cow shed, many educated youth have to personally transplanting seedlings and weeding, only she, with the identity of a college student in the Chinese department was arranged in a primary school in the mountain village, her smile is sweet, pronunciation and words are also very standard, The students also liked her very much, and she was gradually loved by more and more mountain people, who regarded her as the hope of their children's future, so when they came back from the farm work, they rushed to send her some wild fruits to eat.

This seems to be a good thing, but in this way, it is inevitable that some other educated young people will be jealous, and it is also the case that educated young people can get a job that everyone loves, while they are only worthy of rice transplanting. At this time, in the pile of educated youth, there is a young man who loves her very much, pursuing her for many years, always can not get her heart, a belly of bitter water in the belly, extremely distressed. After all the educated youth learned such a situation, they secretly encouraged the young men, and it was better to have a hard...... When it comes out, it's not up to her! An overwhelming number of demagogic turned into a seed of evil, in the young man's heart sent a bud.

That afternoon, the young man drank nearly half a bottle of white wine, after dark, lurking in the road she had to pass, when she appeared, the young man looked at the people around, he pounced on her with the strength of the wine, intending to do something wrong, she shouted for several times, and then was still stuffed with a mass of rags, and her clothes were about to be torn by the animal young man, when a loud voice stopped all this, The man was none other than Secretary Du of the township Party Committee who happened to investigate the work.

The young man who had been exposed was so frightened that he was trembling all over, for this kind of crime was deadly in those days, and even if he did not die, his reputation would be discredited, so the young man ran mad against a stone and was killed on the spot, and Secretary Du took off his coat and put it on her, and sent her back to her residence. A month later, she was sent back to the city.

What she did not think of was that she was almost raped, Secretary Du handled it very successfully, did not leak any information, she restored her innocence, and returned to the city in advance, which made those educated youth red eyes, so, and made up another rumor, said she and Secretary Du had an affair, by selling themselves in exchange for the opportunity to return to the city.

This secretary Du is the later municipal Party Committee propaganda Department Du director. It happened that after Director Du was promoted to the city, she was just in charge of the unit, and this thing spread more and more noisy! To this end, Director Du missed many opportunities for promotion, but did not mention the past to others.

The memorial service on the speaking platform, after telling this story, she once again broke down in tears, under the stage, several people knelt down in unison, kowtowing to her, the floor was hit by the clap, these people who fell to the ground are those who participated in the rambling...