Mostly Dead

I was asleep, and my sleep was a scream that went on for a long time and swallowed me, and swallowed me, and swallowed me. Then I was awake, and my waking was panic, and that threatened to swallow me, too.

Cold all over, lying on some hard surface (also cold), plain rough fabric over me. It's dark. I'm not sure how big or small this space is, and that's... disconcerting.

I'm naked.

I don't like being naked. It feels too vulnerable. I try to sit up and wrap that fabric around me, and then I discover whether the space is big or small: it's small. Not much bigger than me. The moment I know how small it is, it feels even smaller.

Everything comes tumbling back: I was in the dreamscape, and Hannah found me. She was angry, lashing out... I shudder, and not just because I'm literally freezing. She left the dream, then. Didn't hold me there until I was really lost, really gone. But it was a close run thing.

Bollocks to this.

I start yelling.

Have you ever been pulled off a slab in a morgue? It's hard to say who is more upset by the experience.

They wrap me up, bring me a hot sweet tea. I think they're treating me for shock. I just want to get home. A taxi is arranged for me. I want to get into my bed, where I'm safe. Sleep. Find the dreamscape. Find Hannah, and put things right. Somehow.

It's dark when the taxi collects me. My own clothes feel weird, as if they've been taken off a dead person. I suppose they have. I lean my head against the window, tolerating the seconds and minutes.

When I get home, I shower, and that helps a bit. A shower and clean pyjamas can cure so many ills. I settle into bed, let my eyelids settle, my breath, my pulse... and... Before I know it I'm staring at the ceiling. I give myself a little shake and try again. It goes this way for many hours.

All my strength (all my personality, in fact) is in the dreamscape... and I can't access it.

Fuck.

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Word count, excluding note: 366

Submitted on Friday 14th June at 23.44

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