Childhood
The Sun and The Shift
Something is shifting inside me, inside my consciousness or in the place my self-awareness lives, or my self-esteem. Maybe the shift is wrapped in self-love or self-confidence. I’ve been exploring timeline shifts, quantum leaps, and the idea that every version of ourselves already exists, so that if we just visualize our future selves in the future house/clothes/career/whatever, we can shift our entire trajectory just by placing ourselves in the exact circumstances we want to be in in our minds. So maybe it’s that. Maybe I’m feeling different because I am mid-shift.
By Morgan Longford2 years ago in Confessions
Cry for help
Not all laugh come from a place of happiness, Sometimes I laugh to keep from crying because as a men my crying helps noone its become the weakest part of my menhood these days . Ignore the pain because I rather see people happy even if it hurts me. I get sick of women who hurt nice guys who just wont to love you and crown the men who don't see the value of you like I do . I give a clap of appreciation just for you to give me a devalue me or any of my accomplishment, Its like if a win a award I will have to clap and my own award show because I have learn that I am my only #1 fan. I cry by myself because I have acknowledge that I have I am the only one swimming out of own misery Drowning in tears of hurt of passed trauma, someone else hurt,and hurt form my own self harm wounds .I don't know when the rain will stop but I am looking for my fruits to grow from this storm that is covering the garden The roots or strong but the plant is still dying. I need to life for the or need to be rooted somewhere else to regrow the strength I lost over the years because what once growned me is not Good soil for the new strenth I need for the new me
By Walter D.Witherspoon2 years ago in Confessions
Cringe. Content Warning.
Ah puberty. That really uncomfortable stage in your life where everything is just changing. Just being a teenager in itself is awkward and a frightening experience to go through. It's lifechanging. I've got a few weird stories from that time in my life that I've been thinking about lately. I went to a Catholic school growing up. I've got a lot of fond memories of that school and quite a few bad ones too. But the good outweigh the bad. Kids can just be mean. I remember the days where I dreaded going to school because of what was going on with me at the time. I was just filled with so much anxiety back then. I shared my first relationship and first kiss story a couple weeks ago. If you haven't read that one I highly recommend you check it out because that was an extremely embarrassing story from my childhood.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹2 years ago in Confessions
Worlds Worst Parent. Content Warning.
I am a Parent God yes, I am a parent. I have two amazing and beautiful children they are exactly 13 months and 11 days apart. While I had ups and downs becoming a parent, I do have two beautiful miracle babies. They are my whole world and in many ways ,they saved my life as much as they changed my life.
By Kylie Taylor2 years ago in Confessions
Anxiety Sucks
Everyday I wake up never knowing what the day is going to look like. Is today going to be a good and productive day, or will today be another day fighting my thoughts and irrational fears? Most days I am okay, as I have been better at managing things. Others are so bad just doing one small thing takes the most out of me. Ever since the pandemic I've gotten really bad agoraphobia and only leave the house when I have to, or feel like I can. The amount of self talk that I have to do sometimes is crazy to me, but I keep trying anyway.
By Kimmiekins42 years ago in Confessions
Intercession . Content Warning.
When I was younger, and even now, from time to time, I get frustrated with God. I question God in my heart. “Why do you put such heavy burdens in my heart for people? I see their suffering a mile away.” Walking miles in the shoes of other people leaves me feeling so worn down and exhausted. The sadness, the pain, the need for healing, and the desire to see people free from addiction… It all adds up and it feels overwhelming to my heart. Empathy is a gift and huge responsibility from what I am learning. Empathy is used by God to bring people to action. I’m called to act and follow the compassion or burdens that are God-given. It’s beautiful and exciting. Sometimes it feels very urgent, in how I should respond quickly to the brokenness of others before me. Here are some questions I ask myself: Is time running out for people? Is time running out for me to respond? What limits do I have? How can I rely on your power more, God?
By Rowan Finley 2 years ago in Confessions
Colors of Reflection
A project can take you back through memory lane, evoking feelings and stirring forgotten moments. The human psyche is truly fascinating. During my recent vacation, I experienced the stark contrast between busyness and relaxation. The first half of my trip was filled with the energetic buzz of art Basel, where I immersed myself in art exhibits, savored delicious food, and danced the nights away. But then, seeking solace and tranquility, I ventured to Fort Lauderdale.
By Jennifer Lancaster @jenergy172 years ago in Confessions
Friendship Breakups
Friendship breakups, do you think they are easier or harder to deal with than romantic breakups? I feel like this topic is rarely discussed, and since I just recently went through one of a friend of 25 years I wanted to weigh in on the topic. In our society we put so much emphasis on how hard romantic relationships are to maintain, and how hard they are to get over. In my opinion friendships are just the same if not harder to maintain and get over.
By Kimmiekins42 years ago in Confessions
Besiktas
Beşiktaş is a professional sports club based in Istanbul, Turkey. The full name of the club is Beşiktaş Jimnastik Kulübü. The club was founded in 1903 and is one of the oldest sports clubs in Turkey. Beşiktaş has a rich history and is known for its success in various sports, particularly football.
By Mahrus 2 years ago in Confessions
first love - notes i wrote in my diary 5 years ago when i was 17. Content Warning.
Am I in love ?? It’s so scary to be in love I don’t know if he loves me. He doesn’t even know how happy I get when I see him, my heart genuinely starts beating so fast and my eyes glow, he’s even told me they do.
By justalilpeachy 2 years ago in Confessions
