About the world before
Precovid I felt like even with the ups and downs of life, I had something to look forward to everyday. I was happy and I didn't quite know it. With everyone around me now transitioning and settling down with their person, I miss the freedom and the sounds of laughter with the big group of friends I had. I want to be married someday, maybe have kids. I just wish I had more time with those people, in that life stage. It feels strange everyone moving on like that. I am a part of their lives, but it's different. It feels more serious. We're getting older and all I want is for time to stop for a moment, for us to go back to right before the world changed, at least in my eyes.
