Onward
I went somewhere new with you.
I didn't know what to expect, didn't even know how I'd like it. But I liked you. We talked, we laughed, and I thought, this is really nice. I felt so connected, so in synch. How did it all go so wrong, I wondered at first. But you held it all in. I told you so many times, this is all new to me, and I encouraged you to tell me what you were feeling, or if things changed, and I thought that when we talked about those things, we ended up in a better place. But I guess that wasn't so.