josh napper
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a prayer for her
dear god, i know shes out of my league and probably has a line backed up a few miles of better options then my since taking a look at what i can give isn't much but lord that girl hasn't been around for that long but i cant give her off my mind since that holiday that we met. i would say trust me but you know me better then i know myself, this time its not the same as those others. i might have fallen for princess's, queens and angels in the past but i cant put a nickname on this one. im trying my best to do things right and up myself but i need your help sir. i know i overstepped with my feelings for that last angel you sent my way and well it took me some time to move on but this one makes me feel different. hell im taking notes just to study before you give me that test and I've never done that before. i aint that good at it but i prayed for her and i dont know if I've really done that before. many might say shes beautiful and everything but theres something more important that you put inside her. and since im trying to do things right may i just wrap up this prayer by saying dear heavenly father may you make sure that the rain doesn't break those walls or roofs, make sure she gets where she is going safely in this storm and with sun out shinning bright. may she remembers shes amazing momma even on her worst days. may that little one countine to smile with joy and avoid sickness's. may those two that brought that girl into exsitance remain good and their setbacks lead to bigger comebacks. may her big bro not wanna fight me for falling for his sis but help me make sure his sis falls for the truth i tell her.
By josh napper9 months ago in Confessions
where my happy ending
ya got your happy endings partly because of me breaking the rules and putting aside my plans to come rescue you when everyone that said they were your people left you high and dry. it didn't matter if i was tired i showed up, it didn't matter if i was sick i showed up, it didn't matter if i was broke i showed up, it didn't matter if i didn't want to i showed up, it just didn't matter. yea i cry a lot more then most guys but you would to if you were in my shoes. hell i lost my mom after taking care of her for 10 years plus and my grandma and my aunt lied and almost put me in cuffs but its not like they ran sacked everything leaving me with only two pictures. its not like a certain princess got me to move away from everyone and then two weeks later leave me breaking down in a broken down motel room in missuri holding those promise rings that i gave the girl that i thought i'll mary because she never thought of me as her man i was just her theory. if it wasn't for my mentor ant telling me to breath when he had a whole lot more important stuff to do i would have found that gun that night. how about having the freinds of yours take you into the woods and try to end you but you managed to get out of those woods with only a few broken ribs and a little headache. even when i was homeless both times i still put a handful of people that didn't care above me. theres a list of people i could name that wanna talk down on me but its not like thats a new list but would be nice if they didn't go around to others to say they mad at me when they know my phone pretty much in my hands at all times and if im not mistaken all of those names on that list ive fed when they couldn't even go to the dollar store, and gave money to pay their bills when they couldn't ride the horse at mejiers. here i am working on putting my past behind me but dammit that one mistake of mine still haunts me that brings me to tears daily even though im praying that one man hurt that girl and make her rain down anything but tears of happiness by showing her dad that he can rest in peace. they all got their happy endings partly because of me and i'm now left with all these memories and heartbreak but dammit i been the strong one so long that if i shed a tear or two then im being a cry baby or a sobstory. all i wanted was a second chance to be her friend, all i wanted was to spend a birthday not at work all day just to keep me busy so i dont get home and see that vase of ashes and cry cuz my mom wasn't here to say happy birthday to her little baby. its nice that all those cousins got those first class tickets, cars and money for days just cuz who their family was but they must have forgot that my name was in the same family tree but o well its not like my knees and back isn't banged up and my head is a bit lopsided with all the stress of me working as much as i do just to pay the bills. and on side note maybe i would be able to lay my head down at night properly if i could turn off those memories that defind me. got my ass handled to me to many to count but i got up and said nothing. i got betrayeld a page long times and got up shed a tear and kept going, i got used a book long and i still said what can i do for you. move on from my past heck theres a reason why i dont talk about my past but sure make up your mind on it based on the ones that hurt me in every way possible opinions. i just want to know whats her favorite bible verse, am i doing what my mom wanted and do good in the world, heck is that toroando watching on the front steps old man looking down on me and saying jt is doing good and more that i wont know. im just gonna end this here, breaking the fourth wall is over and time to put my half smile back on and go see how i can brighten everyone else day as i wonder who'se gonna make that phone call to the one i need to have a two second conversation with to make amends with my past once and for all.
By josh napper10 months ago in Confessions
hayley forgives jake
jake is bleeding from the face badly but zack keeps the headlock on tight. crowd is screaming for him to hang on but it looks like the impossible is about to happen- jake will tap. however hayley runs down the ramp to the crowd holding their breath and she jumps on the apron and screams at zack to let go and eventually he does. he screams back at her asking whats she doing out her. she says what she should have done a long time ago and slaps zack in the face to a mega pop. the ref holds zack from attacking hayley but he goes back to the headlock on jake but hayley runs around to get ring side of where the action is and despite zack telling her to get out of here she urges jake to hold on. zack slams her into the barricade and shes tempory down for a minute but after he foes back to the lock jake is about to tap but at the last mimnute hananh grabs jakes hand to prevent the tapping- to a even bigger pop. hayley looks at jake, whos blood is covering him everywhere, with tears in her eyes saying that she not only forgives him but reveals how she really feels about him. and when she announces she fallen for jake you can see jake face slowly change. zack unformenlty doesn't take kind to that and his boys come out of the wind to go after her but the locker room music hits and everyone from the roster, officals, and others come out to send the heels running. zack attmepts to go get his boys but quickly realizes the're long gone but once he gets back in the ring he realizes each side of the ring is a reason of what makes jake who he is. Kassie, hayley,kate, kim. the 4 girls that one could say jake entire time has been circled around. one by one they hit him with chair shots, zack asks whats left and jake slowly rises from behind him and he hits zack with a guardian angel- the first one in over 3 years. but then he looks at hayley and then he hits her dad finisher and covers zack for the biggest win of his life- it wasn't for a title but it was for redemption. the locker room joins him in the ring and ringside but everyone slowkly realizes its time. the doctors are quickly fixing jakes face but he gets away from them and grabs a mic and simply says "hayley" and the crowd pops. instantly the ring gets cleared so its just hayley and jake in it. one whipping blood from their face and one whipping tears from their face. jake says even though everyone knows it I've never said it and he fianally says i love you. He runs down how in the past he wasn't what he should been. Hes made himself better because of waht he did. he meantins hes not a 5 star qb or basketball captian but hes a man that will never stop trying to be better for her. as he asks her out the crowd and locker room chants along, hayley walks up and slaps the mic from him and the two embrace to a huge pop unmatched by any other.
By josh napper11 months ago in Humans
jake vs zack. heart vs power
The show starts off with hayley and kate having their dream match. kate is in the ring when hayley comes out, returning finally. She stops and introduces her boyfriend will be here later tonight. It's basically an even match until people jump the barricade and take out Trevor which obuslly distracts kate and hayley cheats to win the match. hayley doesn't like it at first and even says i didn't want to do things like this, he promised he would let me do this my way.
By josh napper12 months ago in Chapters
when you cant get her off your mind
how it feels like when you simply just can not get that one special girl off your heart, soul and mind . When you can't get her off your mind, it feels like she has taken up residence in your thoughts. Every waking moment, her face flashes before your eyes, her voice echoes in your ears, and her presence lingers in the depths of your heart. No matter how hard you try to distract yourself, she remains a constant presence, consuming your every thought.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
how to have successful relationship 1.0
The very foundation of a thriving relationship lies in a shared vision, a mutual understanding of what you both want from the partnership. This doesn't necessarily mean you need identical dreams or aspirations, but it does mean that your individual desires should be compatible and contribute to a shared sense of purpose and happiness.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Families
the dream match leads to the return of the ages
Jake and Henry sign the contract for their dream match, Henry makes it clear that Jake will never be the guy he thought his sister needed and deserved, and all of the Christian boys think the same. They come down and they tell the crowd stories about the guys that they wanted for her and stories about the guy that she told them she would want. Jake picks up the mic and says that he gets it, he's known it from day one, but none of them didn't stepped up so I'm gonna to. and he says he wants to prove he's good enough and makes a change to the match- anything goes and he begs the christ boys to attack him whenever in the match and he won't attack back. If he isn't good enough for her then he wants the pain to be physical so he might get it through his mind since the heart still holds up. and if he loses the match then he will quit the company. Everyone from the announcers, the crowd and the christ boys are stunned. however the one that doesn't look stunned is henry, his reaction is instead of him looking down and then slowly looking up and then he looks behind him towards the upper part of the crowd seats but why is he looking into that area.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Writers
dear mam
Dear mam, I know you won't see this, and if you do you'll probably just throw this into the same trash can that your daughter threw hers into 2 years ago. And yes mam, i know i have no right to send this to you so this is probably just gonna end up as a status on my facebook and put in another page protector and put in that binder of all the things i wish i could say.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Confessions
return of the godness to battle the princess
Years ago they had a falling out because he tried too much to overcome his pain and heartbreak of dealing with another major person from his past. But life is a storyline at the end of things and you never know where it can take itself.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Writers
wrestling story: the prince battles his main rival
At the end of the match luke decks Jake and luke and Roberto goes to hit Jake with pipes but music goes off as Katie dad comes to the ramp and takes his jacket off, afterwards out comes karlie dad and he does the same thing. they slide into the ring, old school vs new school. Since they had the pipes the heels think they should attack but the dads quickly get them down because of their punches. two hall of famers finally being in the ring at the biggest ppv in the company. They shake hands as the crowd appreaties them. Jake gets back up. The 3 look at each other as they go to shake Jake's hand but he declines...not yet he says. and then raises their hand out of respect but tyler hits him from the back to end the good moment
By josh napperabout a year ago in Writers
wrestling storyline: two icons go to war
hunter is seen backstage and reporters ask about his sister and he says shes taking care of some issues and when asked about how hunter feels about jake he makes it clear that in his eyes jake is nothing and not only can jake not win the big one anymore but he has 0 chance and is never gonna be good enough for his sister. but after the main event jake rushs into the ring with a mic and he says he knows hes meant to be at home suspseneded but he doesn't care about rules and espcailly whats the odds are he cares about proving people wrong and he adds that he knows she isn't here but "he" is and he says that i heard what you said ...hunter. the crowd pops. hunter comes down and they face off. ceo comes out to get jake away or hes fired but jake states this isn't about jobs this is about redemption and respect. the ceo makes it official it'll be the big brother trying to get rid of his sisters problem vs the man that wants redemtption with his sister.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Writers
reuniting at church
jake is in his postion at church and he is greaitng everyone as they walk into church, out comes bubba daughters and they are talking to him like usal. then they point out the fact their best friend is finally back, jake makes a joke of i thought i was your best friend but then he asks whos your nest friend, they respond she is and they point. from across the parking lot jake sees hayley get out of her car. she doesn't see him at first but then she does and she stops. the whole parking lot seems to be a standstill. hayley then procceds to walk forward towards them, the girls great hayley and then she gets close to jake and the door and not knowing what else to say or maybe the only thing he could muster to actually say "good morning" and she replies "good moring jake" the little girls quickly wanna show hayley to their mom but they thank jake for their nicknames and once they do hayley asks about them and then the girls realize that jake and hayley need nicknames so they deem jake moses and hayley as grace. they tell jake they'll be back and after they walk in, jake looks back thru the doors to look at hayley and at the same time as she talks to people she hasn't talked to in years she pauses to look back thru the doors to look at jake at the same time he looks as her. and then jake looks back to open the door for others.
By josh napperabout a year ago in Humans
