What do you do When you lose your only desire And become so dire Keep going Like a machine Don't stop moving
By CotardDelusionz6 days ago in Poets
You're in control Hush your soul Shh don't be bold Don't be cold Don't listen to the things your being told Your delusional
By CotardDelusionz16 days ago in Poets
Sedate me Suppress my hate Enough for me to be just okay Because I want someone to love me Fool me With an illusion of control
By CotardDelusionzabout a month ago in Poets
Staring at a river Watching my memories go by So many where I cried Not many where I felt alive They're all blurry
Tormented by conflictions I'm ripping at my eye lids So they won't block my vision Next is my skin Indent every sin
I'm buried so deep, underneath many layers of grief, My eyes are bleak My mind on the brink From the lack of sleep
By CotardDelusionz2 months ago in Poets
Laying on the cold side walk Staring at a black sky In distraught Admiring the few stars that shine I reach out
By CotardDelusionz3 months ago in Poets
A slight tremble Plagues me I can feel my body vibrating My breaths are quiet and slow But they're heavy Each breath comes out struggling
By CotardDelusionz4 months ago in Poets
It seems I've reached a point of no return But I don't want to accept it No matter how much my heart feels it Im just desperately
Someone please Anyone help me please I know there is no god If there is Why did he do this to me Why am I being punished
Like a curtain The dimness slowly falls over my vision My eyelids begin to feel so heavy I pretend nothing is happening
By CotardDelusionz5 months ago in Poets
Repetitive incoherent conflictions Excessive impairment recollections Aggressive announcements and disaffection Victim to my minds lies