Sedated

Sedate me

Suppress my hate

Enough for me to be just okay

Because I want someone to love me

Fool me

With an illusion of control

Over my being

I’m too afraid to break

They don't want a reaction out of me

So I breathe quietly

Being as contempt as I can be

I sit alone

Silently

Knowing

There’s no one

Thinking about me

Accepting there's no one waiting for me

I’m just a curation of unfortunate memories

Slowly fading

I can’t help but remember everything

I can’t help but feel forgotten by everything