Chloe Rose Violet 🌹
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quiet about the wounds
loud about the healing
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It Comes and Goes
Starting this post off on the right foot, I thought I'd use my current bad day song. Deep Waters by American Authors has been on repeat for me this past week. More than on repeat. I really enjoy the heavy yet uplighting rock ballad very much so, and it was the inspiration behind this piece of writing.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Confessions
Home Right Down The Road
Everybody usually finds going to the lake to be peaceful. Being around the water, spending time in the sunshine, a day at the lake always makes a person feel better. Going out to my family's cabin has always been one of my uttermost favourite things. One of the very first memories that I have is sitting on the floor of the cabin before it was renovated. I couldn't have been more than three or four at the time. It was my grandparent's original house that they then renovated into a cabin. It isn't winterized out there, but it sure feels like home during the summertime. That place is a beautiful healing environment. During hard periods of my life, I tended to retreat out there as it is just a few minutes away from the city that I grew up in. As soon as I learned how to drive, I tried to spend as much time as I could out there, even if not everyone in my life had felt the same way about my family's weathered cabin, I always felt at home there.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Families
The Way I Felt
I used to tell myself that anything I had ever written about my ex, was terribly sad. I'm not joking. I remember we used to sit side by side with him, while he played his video games and I plucked away at ideas on my computer or wrote in my journal. We were both nerds in our own little ways. I was fascinated back then at the idea of running my own blog site at age nineteen. I used to spend so much of my spare time creating ideas for content and writing little articles.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Confessions
Chin Up, You're Okay
I enjoy composing playlists on Spotify much more than I can give myself credit for. I like to keep them short for Vocal because of my own anxieties with writing I guess. (The important part here is that I happen to cram pieces of music into random playlists and then forget about the songs for years.)
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Beat
When you Love a Narcissist
I like to tend to reserve this song for my bad days. I mean those terrible, darkness-filled days where all you feel is empty. I believe that it is okay to let yourself feel emotions to prevent them from spilling over onto other people. It's a hard lesson I have learned in this life. Especially while being inside a mental hospital this past year. It's hard not to bleed on people who didn't cut you, especially while you're still healing from your own wounds. I learned that lesson very loudly and proudly this year.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Beat
My Feelings On Dreams
*This piece could trigger some people* PTSD/Rape Flashbacks How other people dream has always fascinated me. Ever since I had children, I found my dreams to be few and far in between. I remember most of them important to me. Even as a small child, my dreams used to mean something to me. I don't really have good dreams. I can't really begin to say that I have ever awakened from a dream, knowing that it was a good dream. I feel like that is a crazy thing, but most of my dreams are just utterly strange.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Confessions
Reflection
Writing has always been a very therapeutic thing to me. Especially in the later years of my life. I used to spend time composing short stories after I was finished homework in class. I will be honest with myself, sometimes I would just ignore what was in front of me and just write nonsense plots on the foolscap next to me. It bothers me when I cannot seem to sort my thoughts out onto paper in an organized fashion. It still does to this day. It always used to bother me that most of my writing had felt "unfinished" or not ready to be seen by the world.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Confessions
The Call of the Macaw
*Inspired by the Swan Lake story Two separate kingdoms that had been fighting with each other after years of famine finally were beginning to make amends to one another with the planning of a future wedding between Princess Arianna and Prince James II. An evil magician holds a different sort of idea in store for the fated couple, however, the magician’s wicked plan had been set in stone for years with his evil eyes on the beautiful Princess. The poor unsuspecting Prince had no idea what was in store for him with the power of the magician’s curse.
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Fiction
Chloe's Halloween
I have always loved Halloween! I remember being in back Grade 7 and being told I was too old to go trick-or treating by my mother and father. Now looking back at that time in my life, I think it is utterly ridiculous. I always loved dressing up in costumes, and the halloween treats were always delicious. I definitely was not too old to continue to go trick or treating back then. I can realize that now as an adult, although I know most people have differing opinions on Halloween and trick or treating, it never felt fair to me back then, watching my classmates continue to go out on Halloween while I was forbidden. I actually used to steal my younger brother's candy from them after I was forbidden to go out. (In my defence, they were quite a few years younger than me and didn’t need all that sugar anyways.)
By Chloe Rose Violet 🌹4 years ago in Beat
