FEW SINS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT HOMO SAPIENS AND HOW TO PROTECT YOURSELF

I have grown to love movies, especially those based on true-life stories. As a boy, I never imagined that my own life could play out like one—a film screened in the cinemas of reality, unrecorded yet open for public scrutiny. It feels as if life itself has cast me as a character, one whose existence is up for judgment. Strangers and acquaintances alike sit, metaphorically speaking, with their popcorn and drinks, analyzing my every move—who I am, who I was, and who I have become. It is as though my life is nothing more than a spectacle, a subject of whispers, opinions, and misguided assumptions.

It is overwhelming. The weight of perception presses down on me, and the more I try to prove my true self, the more distant that truth seems. People take what they hear and see as the full picture, measuring me against a distorted narrative. And I accept it—not because it is true, but because life, at times, does not give us the luxury of correcting misjudgments. You fight to protect your image, to uphold the version of yourself you’ve carefully nurtured. But in an instant, everything can shatter. Life happens to us all; it’s just a matter of time before each person experiences their own reckoning.

The Illusion of Image Everyone carries an image—one shaped by societal expectations, parental influence, and personal ambition. We are conditioned to believe that we must fit into predefined molds, that our worth is dictated by how well we align with what others deem acceptable. We pretend. We conform. And when faced with those who challenge the status quo, we push them aside, labeling them as outsiders—even when, deep down, we know they might be right. The fear of rejection, of being seen as a rebel, keeps us silent, trapped in quiet pain and envy, pretending to be the ones in control.

The Power of the Heart and Mind Our hearts and minds are powerful, yet we often forget this. Whatever we think, we eventually express. We cannot deceive our true selves indefinitely. When we attempt to live a lie, our conscience reminds us of the truth, gnawing at us from within.

The Weight of Struggle Life has been unbearably difficult for me over the past several months. If someone else were in my shoes, I would have the perfect advice to offer, the most rational solutions to give. But when it is me, the one in crisis, the answers seem elusive.

Right now, I feel as though I have no future. Every path ahead appears blocked. My helpers are gone. Time is relentless, moving forward without waiting for me to catch up. It feels as though God is testing me, that nature itself is playing a cruel game. People who once seemed familiar now feel like strangers. Perhaps the fault is mine. Perhaps I am blind to my own truth. Or perhaps, this is all just a bad dream.

I question whether the dreams of my childhood will ever come true. I have worked hard, prayed, and held onto faith, yet uncertainty lingers. Am I doing too much or too little? Is there something I am missing? The constant uncertainty is suffocating. I see them laughing at me, and I remind myself that the world does not revolve around me. My importance is an illusion—this is not about me anymore.

The Duality of Human Nature I have learned, perhaps too late, that humans lead dual lives. We adapt to our environments, presenting different versions of ourselves depending on the circumstances. We say one thing and do another, adjusting to fit the roles we are expected to play. If we are not tarnishing someone else’s image, we are pretending to uplift them, making them feel indebted for the kindness we extend. But who truly understands the mind of a man?

The Endless Battle We are in a constant battle—not just with others, but with ourselves. Sometimes, our struggles are for personal gain; other times, they are directed against those around us. This cycle continues until death claims us.

The Illusion of Independence In the end, we do not truly know what we want. And even when we think we do, we seek validation from others before allowing ourselves to believe it. What is life if everything we do is tied to external perceptions? The truth is, most people do not care about you. They are not invested in your success, only in how your downfall might elevate them.

Protect yourself. Understand the world for what it is. And never forget—your worth is not determined by the opinions of others.