Undefeated

Today  is a knew day no more wondering how I'm goi ng to live my life. Today is the day that I put down my fear and pick up the courage that use to cripple me from the inside out. The people that use to crowd my space and choke the good air out of me that I struggled so hard to breathe. I don't allow them to affect me anymore. I'm not prone to sympathy anymore. I believe in myself enough to know that I refuse to make a fool of myself anymore . I use to feel bad and unwanted to the point where it use to make me fee unwanted and very unattractive. I told myself that this would end some day me feeling like I was nothing and no one really wants to be bother with me. Insecurities eating my judgement about the way I afeel a bout myself . Criticising my own train of thougt. Looking in the mirror disguested with the view that was showing a vague expression that alway appears to be showing on my face.