Paula Baker
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Undefeated
Today is a knew day no more wondering how I'm goi ng to live my life. Today is the day that I put down my fear and pick up the courage that use to cripple me from the inside out. The people that use to crowd my space and choke the good air out of me that I struggled so hard to breathe. I don't allow them to affect me anymore. I'm not prone to sympathy anymore. I believe in myself enough to know that I refuse to make a fool of myself anymore . I use to feel bad and unwanted to the point where it use to make me fee unwanted and very unattractive. I told myself that this would end some day me feeling like I was nothing and no one really wants to be bother with me. Insecurities eating my judgement about the way I afeel a bout myself . Criticising my own train of thougt. Looking in the mirror disguested with the view that was showing a vague expression that alway appears to be showing on my face.
By Paula Baker6 years ago in Poets
Is it love or lust?
.When starting a relationship we have to ask one's self is this what we really want in a relationship being with a person that we think we care for and they not feeling the same way that we feel. A lot of us have dreams and high expectations for the person that we so call fall in love with but at the same time are they really in love with us. Sometimes we look at our partner and say we love them because of the attention that they show us. Other wtimes we create what we want life to be for us in our own .minds . People forget where they come from when they find this somebody special until that someone special shows them something different. Loving a person is very different from lusting , lusting allows us to act out on feelings and different actions the main action being seductive and sexual cause that's usually where lusting starts at anyway. Lusting makes the mind t hink that someone really loves them but in reality it's all based on attractions and seductive ways . Lusting for a person will send mix signals everytime. A lot of us mistake lust for love a ll the time. Till our hearts becomes broken behind it. Lust feels so much like love till it's almost unrecognizable to your feelings and the naked eye. Lust will have us thinking love exist for us in someone who really doesn't give a dam about you or your feelings they just love the sexual experiences that they both share. Love on the other hand teaches us about certain sexual experiences as well as emotional feelings. Love holds a bond way more deeper than lust love expresses t he way one feels about a person where lust is built off temptation and manipulative love. Love is a place where anything that is related to it makes your soul feel so full of life and your heart speaks even when your mind doesn't want to talk. Lust only speaks when it's being tempted with or by someone who is into conning others for their own pleasures. Love is something that people really need to look into when it comes to relationships between two people. Love doesn't hurt all t he time it actually teaches and instructs the true identity of love being shared by two people who are truly bond by each other.
By Paula Baker6 years ago in Humans
