Prisoner In My Own Mind

Ever had multiple ideas or ways of thinking that just doesn't seem to fit in with the norm?

I've come to understand that most people don't accept new ways of doing things, new possibilities, most seem scared of change.

I get it.

The thing is I feel trapped inside of my own mind at times because of this. People look at you like your crazy when you speak on bettering yourself in ways other than the normal ways that most people understand.

Creating a business? Learning about ancient writings or teachings? Creating a community in order to help each other better one and other?

Go ahead, bring up topics like these, you'll get that wild look as if you've lost your mind.

I've been forced to research on my own and instead of discussing these ideas publicly, I end up just writing things down or testing things on my own.

Me writing on this platform is an example. I decided to record me writing for the hell of it. The idea randomly came to me as I was sipping on a bud light.

Will this go anywhere or affect anyone watching or reading this? I have no idea nor do I care, I'm expressing the dark side that was written about before.

It's like being a prisoner in my own mind but able to be set free for a short period of time. Hopefully people will become more understanding and able to help one and other without all of the judgement, if not fuck it.

I've become comfortable inside of my own mind to the point where being alone isn't such a bad thing anymore, it is almost like a quiet peace.

-Blake Bass