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Post This Before You Lose Your Nerve

Music Box

By Katie L. Oswald (BookDragon)Published 8 months ago 1 min read
Runner-Up in I Didn’t Say That Out Loud Challenge
Post This Before You Lose Your Nerve
Photo by Call Me Fred on Unsplash

There is a soft dark tune that plays-

In the shadowy corners of my soul

I always keep my silence.

But it’s time to face the music-

Sometimes I think about killing myself.

But I never talk about it-

As if not talking about it

Will make it go away.

As if not talking about it-

Makes it all ok.

It’s locked in a music box-

That’s in a chest with chains

Sitting on the bottom of the ocean.

But that chest is full of poison-

In the ocean of my heart.

And I have to break the chains

And bust that secret out.

Hiding isn’t helping and-

It’s time to set it free

Sometimes I think about killing myself.

There I said it-

Now it’s out for all to see.

Mental Health

About the Creator

Katie L. Oswald (BookDragon)

I am not a book worm, I am a book dragon. I love comics, books, photography and all things creative. I have always been drawn to the stories of life and have been writing for as long as I can remember. Twitter: @BookDragonklo

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  • Angie the Archivist 📚🪶7 months ago

    Well deserved placing in the challenge. Very brave of you to say it! I liked Danis comment. Take care.💖

  • Wooohooooo congratulations on your win! 🎉💖🎊🎉💖🎊

  • Imola Tóth7 months ago

    Congratulations on your placement! 🎉🎉

  • Dani8 months ago

    I recently learned that "passive suicidal ideation" was a thing. You're not actively planning it... but you sure do think about it. It's a thing, and a lot of people do it... myself included. *hugs*

  • Simon George8 months ago

    "I never talk about it. As if talking about it will make it go away." This made me smile. I never thought about it like this, out loud, but that's how I genuinely felt. Now I keep nothing to myself and choose wisely as to whom I share it with, but I, too, found my healing in telling the world of my struggles. I wrote a whole book about it. Talking about it really does help. Thanks for your honesty :)

  • Antoni De'Leon8 months ago

    You may think you are alone in this. YOU ARE NOT. Especially these days...so much stress. Just think of the many who feel this way...it will cheer you right up, knowing that all our hands are joined with you,

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