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The garbage is piling up. Trash cans overflowing, takeout bags stacked around them. I can't keep up.
The fridge itself is rotting now.
I want to throw it all away, start over from scratch.
Can the dishes in the sink even get fully clean again at this point? I remember when I used to have solutions.
If I can just get through until I move, if I can start over with a dishwasher, if I can sleep it off well enough to get back the kind of energy I always forget I've never had
I understand why everyone worries
How can anyone call this living?


Comments (4)
Great work
This was very relatable and I'm so sorry you're experiencing this. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️
Love this-- it parallels nicely with how we let our own baggage or "garbage" pile up in our lives, and the desire to start with a clean slate.
Well-wrought! This is super relatable. As we increase the sum of our owned property, we realize we have only signed up for an ever-expanding list of chores. This isn't so bad for folks who's greatest bliss is tending to and preserving their possessions, but for we creative types it can become a sort of Hell, I've noted, and many a passionate creator has settled for a simplified hermit's life just to be freed of those conditions.