Only Your Reflection

Maybe I overthink things, or maybe people underestimate my gift of seeing “real.”

I’ve lost trust in almost everyone around me excluding a few people.

I’ve cried myself to sleep the past few nights, because my home isn’t a place anymore; it’s two eyes and a heartbeat that I can’t go to.

I pray for a heart able to forgive again, but the more I forgive, the bigger the trespasses.

The more I help, the more I hurt.

The bullied become bullies, not by choice, but it's what they know.

We are taught love is patient, kind, does not get jealous. My love is impatient, sometimes abusive, and insecure.

I­t­ says, “Remember I care for you, remember I’m here,” but has a tendency to be absent in times of need, for it too is looking for a home of its own.

Trial and Error - Trial and Error

No message is a message.

Giving into a Crocodile’s tears and dining with wolves dressed as sheep make my world what it is, but I can’t stop.

One day I hope we come to the realization that there is all kinds of love in the world but never the same love twice.

Why not let go?

Cut the rope, burn the bridge, you can do it...but you won’t.

You’re too deep; far too deep.

The scariest feeling is not knowing someone’s true intentions with your heart.

Care too little, you lose. Care too much, you lose.

I’ve lost a hundred times, but will winning be worth I­t­?

I’ve always wanted to pour my soul into someone to see if they could handle me; all of me.

I can be heaven or hell, but it honestly just depends on the way you treat me; for I’m only your reflection.