My Story...

The voices in my head, make me crazy when I go to bed.

I was locked, my way was blocked.

Running from my fears, could I disappear?

Reminding all my memories, saw all my enemies.

Depression left me with a lot of questions. I was drowning, drowning in the sea all I could see was a drowning me.

Why am I still alive? To see how I struggle to survive?

Calling me fat made me way too flat.

If dead is written, don't try to make it unwritten, no need to find the escape it'll come somehow to you.

What I did was no good, everyone misunderstood.

Y'all came into my life for fame, it was no game, playing for no fame.

If you had respect, you would be correct, object you thought it was perfect, it was one big disrespect.

No I was no doll to play, you took me to the halfway.

Oh wait I have no heart, all I could do was restart, for being no part.

If I could I wouldn't run, why a knife take the gun all you had to do was click and shoot and not waiting for a dispute.

There was no holding hands, you were who was making plans.

No I was not afraid, you were the person who played.

You were the one who I need to blame on. You talking 'bout pain? Dude you've got a lot to explain.

The difficult time was longer that made me stronger.

No time doesn't stop, that is ticking nonstop.

I thought I was loved, but I realized I'm unloved.

No it doesn't sound wrong, only I wasn't that strong.

Oh sorry I forgot my name that's why you renamed.

All I had on my mind was stress, I was the big mess.

Locked up in the jail, that's why my brain is on sale, I was lost, the forest I crossed.

Took the danger and told my secrets to a stranger.

I wasn't here to talk, all you did was stalk.

Like feeling someone is here, the noises I hear.

I can't see any light, they told me everything will be alright, they couldn't see the fight between me and the night.

It's like a big storm, where only rain can perform.

Oh yeah I was brown that is why you let me drown.