My Heart And Soul Renamed
By those I welcomed into my love and home

There were times I was mistaken
Believing in those delicious words,
Time and time again it was spoken
As I bathed in the words that I heard.
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But it was lies, not an ounce of truth
And I lost so much of myself it’s true,
Naively believing those silky whispers
Pushing aside the doubts, I had a few.
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I tore off pieces of my innocent heart
Certain it was right to give them away,
As these pieces were my pure love
Now renamed pain without my okay.
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I never dreamed those broken pieces
Would be used to further your gain,
Those pieces of my innocent heart
You ruthlessly turned into bloody pain.
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Still I chipped away pieces of my soul
And once again it was misconstrued,
I presented them to you as my home
Only for my soul to be horridly abused.
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It was those very beings I trusted
Who betrayed me in my time of need,
Renaming my soul in the underworld
Smiling as they watched me bleed.
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I attempted to recover those pieces
Of both my soul and my broken heart,
Preferring the pain and underworld halls
Than living broken and torn apart.
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Colleen Millsteed
My first love is poetry — it’s like a desperate need to write, to free up space in my mind, to escape the constant noise in my head. Most of the time the poems write themselves — I’m just the conduit holding the metaphorical pen.
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Bravo!!!
Wow. Fantastic piece. Well done Colleen.