I am green

I stand at the door looking out. ..

Timorous I look down to my feet

hoping, begging, they have the courage to meet

Colors splashing, dancing lights

Like the blood which survives me,

A raw red seeps from the ground beneath me

Colors splashing, dancing lights

Anxiety locking my hips,

Orange flames,

I feel sick,

i am stunted

Colors splashing, dancing lights

My stomach tightens,

Colors splashing, dancing lights

a yellow vortex

blinding

Colors splashing, dancing lights

Blue

The sound of my heartbeat deafens me,

I feel I am drowning

My ears ringing,

Colors splashing, dancing lights

Blue turns to white,

An iridescent light,

My mind spinning

Colors splashing, dancing lights

Violet bursting,

Oozing down my head

Colors splashing, dancing lights

My eyes lose focus,

Black

Silence instills

I am floating

Euphoria floods my body,

Colors splashing, dancing lights

Ecstasy ignites

Bubbling up inside

It is I

Colors splashing, dancing lights

I .. breath

I am green