Good-Bye Meth
Addiction will not be my Downfall!!

I am your fear! I am that one lonely tear!
I am your only friend! I am the one who will hold you in the end!
I am your suffering and pain! I am your umbrella in the rain!
I am the only one there when you need me! I am now the only thing you can see!
I am what will destroy your fragile mind! I am now the onle thing your soul craves to find!
Addiction conquers all!! I now become your downfall!!
Now you can see no other path shone! Now you are all alone!
Now I cloud your judgement! Now I push you towards solitude confinement!
Now I hide all memories of peace that was ever good! Now I steal anything you ever understood!
Now I take anything you ever cared for! Now I become the only thing you adore!
Now I took away all the faith that comes from up above! Now I steal all the family you love!!
Now I make you give up on yourself in just one day! Now I make you push all your valid help away!
Addiction Conquers all! I now become your downfall!!
Your realization strikes hard with a blood thirsty blast! You're fighting me, why, this can't possibly last!
You're havin a crazy thought of starting a new chapter in your life!! You're cutting me up with the blades of your spiritual knife!
You're making me fade! You're giving up the pleasure of a decade!!
You're no longer listening to my false promises in your head! You're following the beliefs in your heart instead!!
You're courage is now becoming your new glory!! You're rewriting your own story.
You're not supposed to fight me! You're not supposed to overcome what you can't see!!
You're now seeing another choice to consider!! You're seriously making me bitter!!
You're not letting me have my fun! You're new life has already begun!!
You're drowning me out! You're making me shout!!
Addiction will not be my Downfall!!
I am a survivor of all!!
I am not my downfall!!
I am not alone anymore!!
I am somebody people and myself can sincerely adore!!
I am a non-stop force for good!!
I am now learning to be understood!!
I am surrendering to peace of the mind!!
I am no longer dark and empty inside!!
I am blessed with my spirituality to give!!
I am now understanding one day at time is my choice to live!!
I am sharing a smile that radiantly does glow!!
I am not gonna let addiction be the only thing of me to show!
I am now ready to say "Good-bye meth, I can let you go today!!"
About the Creator
Christina Green
I am a bipolar mother of 3 beautiful children who struggles with addiction. I am beautiful, wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy,shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed, and tired.
Insanity to others, to me, it is Reality!




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