Unhappy chaotic Wonders
A love she dreamed of her her whole life, turns out was a lie....

Intensity grows deeper in the pit of that suicidal mob of unhappy chaotic wonders of her beaten broken heart. Surprise, surprise! She done gone and lost it all forever and the only thing he could do was Watch her spin and fall.
Scared that the next step she needs take is the mentally challenged will be the one to finally cause her to brake. Knowing this life there is not much more this girl could take.
With realizing there is Not one warm embrace. Especially in a mind full of misused torture at every place, holding her accountable to her very own Shameful tears that everybody else seems to disgrace.
Now at her very end that true but not so nice Love she does fear has faded away. Contemplating a use to hate her the same room is not where he likes to stay.
Talking things over never does the trick. Broken thoughts are the only thing that click
Mumbling on the insecurity of her own, through the fire and into the pit of penile is where she is thrown.
Sad realization of intensity grown cold. Her soul was the thing she sold
Her own Eyes aren’t mysterious anymore. Her once beautiful Heart got cut straight through to the core
Mountains climbed this time seem higher. As Her laugh echos thru that ring of fire
The world is Burning down the trust of each story living way too fast. knowing this life of hers she wants to end with one final blast
Still Not sure why she lost it for some ridiculous fantasy for love that seems to be a lie. The future that used to seem so bright now becomes a dark space in the careless sky.
Never will there be a happy ending in her life, not with the crazy intentions of everybody around. Her life is now tortured by the uniqueness of her complicated sound.
All the while longing for that peaceful love that will never give her a fair chance. Still Hoping one day she Will have that exhilarating breathless romance.
Until then misery of the untold fantasy caught of guard to her reckless heart. Reliving over and over the lie that will in the end tear her completely apart.
About the Creator
Christina Green
I am a bipolar mother of 3 beautiful children who struggles with addiction. I am beautiful, wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy,shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed, and tired.
Insanity to others, to me, it is Reality!



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