fear

There is a huge fear living inside of me that struggles with the idea of finding someone who loves me so much

because I do not love myself enough

and how can someone love me more than I will ever love me?

there has been a big part of me that has wasted pretending to ever be happy

I cannot see my future because I am so obsessed with being stuck in the past

it is hard work when i am overthinking to the max

there is a great fear in me because i question:

will i ever be good enough?