
Strapped arm, exposed veins
Longing for that express train
Pick me up and fly me away
A place forbidden, I intend to stray
Drifting through the loosened realm
Hearing voices of morbid sound
Unwinding through this illusory trip
Deceptive antidote may cause me to slip
My body hungers for its addictive feed
My mind shrieks cries of dismal pleads
So longing to visit comfortably numb
Wasted…I’m omitted, the drug I’ve become
Will reality draw me back, somehow
Demons jerk me with indecent howls
Serenity of this spellbinding state
My own devices, my own world to create
To bring me back is to invite pain
To alert me requires myself to blame
Wasted to bogged skin and skinny bone
Entices me to wander hopelessly alone
Please don’t withhold me from this high
My transfer is not complete, inwardly I die
Loved ones can’t understand each passage I roam
Delusional is my destination, my foreboding home
Salwa Samra ©2012
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Dedicated to my friend who lost his life through an overdose.
About the Creator
Salwa Samra
Salwa Samra is a New Zealand-born, Australian Lebanese author, poet, cultural critic & investigative researcher, anchored in a Christian biblical worldview, shaped by a profound reverence for poetry, history, philosophy and relevance.



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