-Starts out pretty, ends up ugly
-Perhaps it's me, maybe I'm truly nutty
-This can't be the way it will always be
-Yet I'm convinced loneliness is my destiny
-I try & try, I'm not picky
-Testing varieties of men, finding the one is tricky
-Failure after failure I'm starting to believe
-Unfortunately, the problem is actually me
-Talented, educated, independent, beautiful
-Qualities you'd think every man would find useful
-With all that being said, although in my head, I'm favorable
-In reality am I truly dateable?
-This is hard to process, completely insane
-The fact I'm the common denominator of my relationship pain
-But how could this be? I'm classy, sassy, submissive, & supportive
-Help! I need answers, preferably informative
-I’m a lady in the streets, a freak in the sheets
-Yet in relationships I always admit defeat
-Even cook & clean for my King, so why aren't my relationships serene
-All these attributes plus stylish & loyal to boot
-I'm not understanding, Lord help me get to the root
-With all that being said, although in my head, I'm favorable
-In reality am I truly dateable?
THE END
By: Cocoa Chadae
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Cocoa Chadae
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I'm a freelance author, poet, & songwriter proudly representing the T in the LGBTQ+ community. I'm also a Sagittarius born & based in Cincinnati, Ohio whose divine purpose is being an artist & creator!
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