Colour of Peace
"Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced"- James Baldwin

Ancients have travelled long and far just to look at her curls
It wasn’t long ago she was made fun of her skin because it was not fair
Like the Earth she was moulded from, her skin was brown
She wanted nothing to escape the torment while there are battles over race
Race against what? Time? Why are we treated differently when we all breathe
She wonders out loud, for the first time, “ Is it my fault for wearing different skin?”
Cold to the touch, her blood is complex- a blue hue to her brown skin
Coily, Springy… Frizzy; different ways to describe her curls
She froze on the spot- praying they don’t reach out and touch- the shallowing of breath
She lost faith that it would be different this time- because of ones with skin so fair
They are bested at the finish line every single time, but it’s not that type of race
She’d been taught that the only way to win; is if your skin isn’t brown
Blue, Red, Purple, Yellow, Black or Brown
That is what people say, right? In the constant debate about matters of skin
It’s more than that; my identity, my right, my family… my race
Passed down from generations, just like the pattern of my curls
It only took twenty years to reteach what others told me… does that sound fair?
Loving who you are, where you came from should be easy as taking a breath.
As much as we want love, how many more people need to scream they can’t breathe?
How many more people need to be hunted because they are brown
How many more white people need to be in charge before we realize they don’t fight fair
It’s more difficult not to care when brothers and sisters are persecuted because of their skin
Scared to go outside, scared to stand up; coming into contact with police makes my toes curl
Tell me, once again, how it’s not about race?
It’s odd- with all the faces and races,
She still has a hard time catching her breathe
She shivers and shakes- the calming intensity- as she goes against her nature to curl.
She wonders how many protests she can endure- if she can ever live in peace while brown.
Or if she’ll end up in pieces… skin? Why does it always come down to skin?
Unfortunately, nobody ever said this life was easy, just or fair…
Who is to say what is what when it’s love and war when even in hate, nothing is fair
She wishes for peace and posterity when the only thing that matters against time is: race.
The idea of losing hope sends signals up her skin
The seasons change in her body, and she can see the rigidness in her breathe
What makes her unique, What makes her strong- the endurance of her colour. Brown
Brown; the universal colour that connects Earth to the body- the pigment that warms her curls
There was a time when all that mattered was how people are perceived; their skin and curls versus the skin of the fair.
Peau; that connects us all like the colour brown, from the Earth, each race whether you like it or not
Connected through breath- but so much more is the end all be all; skin.
This is more than a piece of work about she… or even me,
It’s about finding peace
Liberation,
In what I see in the mirror
It’s more than just my colour that makes me unique
Liberations;
From the shackles of others opinions
That allowed me to set myself free
My colour is the one of inner peace



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