After an old man died…
To my mother

After an old man died
it wasn’t in any of the newspapers
There was not much noise
neither fanfare, nor cannonade
Everything fell silent, fearing to raise a cry
although larum is heard from afar
Nobody’s home
only a dowager left in tears
She doesn’t have to close the door
from the loud snoring of her husband’s heaves
His chest and mouth are still, immobile
His phone will never ring
His voice will never fill
those walls he built with his own hands
There will be no loudly shut doors
whispers, worrying that someone
might hear somebody’s secrets
shushed in the meantime
between dinner and supper
and then carried over
to breakfast and lunch
as every voice is muted now
An old man died
just bring some flowers to put on a freshly dug grave
The whole town had come to see his last way
They murmur, they talk, they comment on
what kind of man he was
Kind Bacchus in love with his wine
never worrying that it might trigger
its disagreement with his aging body
But who could have foreseen it efficiently?
The whole family is now torn apart
sitting quietly in the dark
trying to solve the puzzle
of his unfinished existence
Plans for the future, a garden, a bed
a television set
vigorously inspected by his wife
and treated like an oracle
forecasting the weather every day
His own car, his fish hooks, his vapes
What will happen to all of this?
His sour food prepared each day
I guess all of this must go astray
or be hidden in the darkest corners of the basement
preserved for another time
But another time will never come
leaving a gloomy trace elsewhere
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September – November 2021
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Moon Desert
UK-based
BA in Cultural Studies
Crime Fiction: Love
Poetry: Friend
Psychology: Salvation
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