How does it feel to raise a pet until it dead

I have two dogs, not my personal, is a family pet, huanhuan is the first dog, died because she was old, is bigger than me, live to be 21 years old, when I was 11 years old, he suddenly changed character, loss of appetite, unhappy all day long, one day we found it blood and eat the vomit, then continued in this way, the vet said that a dog is old, And people, our heart afflictive always do eat eat for him, he also don't like it, ran away from home for three transgressions of five times, it is said that if the dog is ill or dying will leave home to death outside, we are looking for, find a home with yourself then ran out and huan huan is very good, never call a sound should not be, but this time it hid in a haystack, He was found by hiding himself and taking the family's young dog (which Bin Laden had previously answered) to find him. He was scrawny and sick. His family could not bear to bring him happiness, but at that time the conditions were not good and he had to use poison. He couldn't give up, so he brought him home again and again. And then one day he broke out of the door, and even if he did, we didn't know what was going on or maybe he was really in love with him, so we just followed him, and he walked a long way, and then he fell down on the grass in the embankment, and we went to see him, and he cried and he watched us die, very calm. This is the first time in my life, truly feel the so-called "death is an inevitable incident", not feel powerless, just do not know why actually accepted, huanhuan and my feelings are not deep, I'm his "small host", he is a member of the family, more senior than me, I respect him very much over the years at home to pay for the loyalty, thank him for his company.

The second is Bin Laden, the big black dog, just born to my house, 17 years old died, the same is incurable, I watched him grow up, no, we grew up together, a lot of things are not a sentence of miss can be said, I will go to take pictures really can not cry, so I don't want to write him.

Watching a pet age and then die is a very, very, very changing thing. Once I was a man of what animals back into the domestic, I no longer so after osama bin laden's death, I volunteer rescue animals and so on, but I dare not to feed them, I realized that this is a two-way responsibility need to be very, very careful, for example, I want to have a cat or a dog, then I will give it for 20 years, this 20 years my life plan must be added to it, Even if it is love, marriage, children, work, housing and so on, it must be taken into account. Perhaps some people think that "meeting is fate", "love it is good so that the pressure is very high", but how to say? My concept has changed since Bin Laden died. I think this is a responsibility. This responsibility does not depend on what food you should feed, how many vaccines you should take, how long you should stay with it and how big the house you should live in. You have to accept its joys and sorrows and its physical problems and the fact that it's a life, that life is it can be happy it can be sad it can be healthy it can die, you have to accept that.

Suddenly remembered the Christian wedding vows "for richer and for poorer..." That's roughly what it means, but you don't need to say it, you need to understand it. Actually I have been think pets to master this kind of "love" it is difficult for humans to respond, maybe it's because of human need more spiritual and intellectual love, we had a lot of definitions or criteria to give love, romantic or Plato or other warm crazy sacrifice of restraint and so on, does not have the logic and reason also like to find some logic and reason, But the love of pets is like physiological needs, it does not have such advanced connotation, and it is hard to think, maybe it will love you or it will not, these you have to accept.