who said "NO"

Who said "NO". that's what I want to know, I live by who said "NO", its who I am. Through your whole entire life people are gunna tell you "NO". My own parents beat meat me because when they said "NO" I couldn't do something, I did it jus to prove anything is possible an "NO" doesn't exist. WHY? I asked myself everyday, because they couldn't do it, or they failed or they were let down. Maybe? See know days know one wants to see you do good for yourself not even your own parents, they take what you got in a heart beat because they raised you. shake my head. maybe not, maybe sometimes people really don't understand. this is why I'm hated or looked at as crazy. I live my life with proving "NO" doesn't exist. I mean I was told NO I cant play football and I was the best at it, they said NO you cant become a entrepreneur and I did. "NO" I couldn't be a writer and I'm writing. I couldn't build a house, I couldn't be normal, my whole life was NO. did it stop me from being me NO, did I get me where I had to be YEA. Maybe people may say I'm crazy or brazen and not understand, so maybe this will help understand. Take NO out of your vocabulary. throw it away, act like it doesn't exists and live your life. obviously don't do nothing that's gunna put you in harms way, but do what you what. you work hard and stress, struggle, etc. everyday. you deserve to be free. you deserve it. people literally hate me for the way I live life but I don't care because I'm happy and before die I can tell my kids stories and my grandkids stories and I lived. yes I'm not perfect, I'm crazy, loud, been through bar fights, and drank till I couldn't remember or did the most dumbest things. what I know is life isn't about working all your life to be miserable and stay home or do what ever you do. life is about waking up everyday being better than you were yesterday, taking those NOs and trying to find way to find a way to make them a yes. because anything can be done. life is about fulfilling everything you wanted and leaving this earth knowing that you've done what you had to do and ready to take on what's next. that's why when someone tells me to this day NO. I tell the, who said "NO" .P.S were all going to die living, lets do it on our terms. I don't regret anything I did. even though i put myself through the most craziest times I don't regret because it set me up for my next goal. my next goal is the biggest I think iv ever done. its like putting all your goals in one and launching off not knowing who what when and where. my next goal consists of me literally leaving everything behind and start becoming a Man, this is the time that I'm gunna have to put the peddle to the metal as they say and go forward with my career as times is hard during covid-19. Getting fit and health for me and my family, they say if you cant take care of yourself you wont be able to take care of no one else. well its true. my mom my wife my brothers and my future depends on this moment. I'm gunna need to stay consistent and learn, learn everything I don't and re learn everything i do. its hard enough doing things on your own but that's what makes the drive and motivation better and stronger. when you realize that your no anywhere your supposed to be and everyone around you is just happy and healthy living life, now you sit up all nigh on Instagram or face book, looking at other peoples life's sitting there saying I wish it was me. well it can be you. the same way I got to grow up and become a man is the same way you got to become a women or man. your not the only one. just because your doing something alone doesn't mean your doing it by yourself there a whole bunch of people who are doing what we are or are in the same place. this is why its different this time. Who said "NO" I cant do this. I'm gunna not only take myself out of the position I'm in now, I'm gunna man up stand on my own 2 feet a fight forward I'm gunna build my empire brick by brick, take my mom and brothers out of their positions and help them do better, getting them in shape. so we can finally be one. that's my last goal. yes its seams so simple but it gunna be a long tough road from here, but I'm ready I'm ready because I didn't say "NO" I kept going I sad yes and if I can endure all those years of torture and pain and dark times. I'm gunna be able to live my life, the way I want it, the way iv been fighting and struggling for it. I'm gonna finally be able to say this is mine, this is what I built this is me and who said "NO". while I'm living the American dream on the feta the land.