Who am I?

Sometimes I surprise myself,because of the questions arises in my brain.Questions that made me to think deeper,than my actual capacity and potential.And the big problem is that,I can’t even discuss these questions with my loved ones,all I can do is to find answer of these stupid questions on my own with the use of my stupid small brain.This condition is similar like heaving a tootache due to eating of excess chocolates,and you can’t even tell it to your mom due to terror of your mom.Sometimes I didn’t actually want to think on these questions,but at the end I can’t control myself and become forced by my brain to think on these and waste my valuable time,in which I can do much productive work.Every time I ended having an disagreement with myself,and finally wasting my so called valuable time,I do forgot that question and my solutions or thoughts too.What a waste of time..isn’t it? But this wasting of time make me feel happier than usual days.I don’t know why this happen…but it happens.So now a question arises in my mind,and this time I am writing this time.So the question is quite simple as the question what is equal to one plus one? We all no the answer of it,it’s simply two.But it is not that simple actually.As many professors proof one equal to two,so it’s answer may be four or three.If you don’t believe me,open your youtube and search proof of one equal to two.So like these my question is also not that easy and real.

So the question is who am I? I know it sounds funny.Some of you may be thinking don’t you know your name.Go ask your father who are you? But my name doesn’t define who am I?I am someone’s son,someone’s brother,someone’s bestfriend,and may be someone’s boyfriend.Maybe I am very dear to heart of someone,and may be someone hate me a lot.What defines me actually is the main question that I want to know.Someone like me is embracing death on the borders of my country,and similarly someone like me is fighting for their country.Someone like me is known as terrorist,who loves to kill innocent peoples on the name of saving their god and their religion.Someone like me is a great actor, who is making cheerful his fans,and also someon like me is a singer who make crowd joyful on his/her melodious voice.Someone is cricketer,president,prime minister,ceo of big companies,very popular on youtube and many are doing great jobs in their respective fields.But I am actually writing this sitting on broken chair,under an old fan,with a cheap earphone in my ears.So the another question arises,what makes these personalities different from me,and not me actually from many peoples like me,without having an special identity inspite of the identity,given by their parents,like name of their.

So basically I am a human.But did this is enough to define me? I thinks no,because current population of world is 5.5 billon.This means there are 5.5 billion peoples like me exist on this planet.But this doesn’t actually define who am I?

Does my name define me? I think no,because there are crores of people in world having same name like me.So my name does’t define me correctly. Does my face or my body define me? I think no,because both of these can be damaged in future,so this also doesn’t define me actually.

Does my parents define me? I think no,because they will be not with me in my entire life,and similarly my friends,my family,my bestfriend,relatieves and my girlfriend can also doesn’t define who I am ?

So again we are stuck at the same point and same question.Question is that who am I and what defines me actually.Earlier I compared this question with one plus one.So I said many professor proofs one equal to two,but as we now one plus one Is equal to two,thousand of years ago,at now and will be two after thousand of years,until humanity ends.But how can they proof one equal to two,the reason is they prove it by mathematical errors.They do basic error in their proof,and we didn’t catch the error.Like this my question is also confusing but easy.So let me tell my thoughts on this.

My face,my family,my body,my relatives,and nobody else.My brain defines me.Not actually my brain defines me because brain is fit in every human head.But without my brain I can’t exist.So things that defines me are my thoughts,behavior,my past,my fellings,my memories with persons close to my heart,my parents,my family,my bestie and many random peoples.These things actually define me and also these are permanent,and never ends with time.I don’t there is any force or any method who can change or destroy our past and our memories.Our feelings may be variable but they will be always with us.Feelings are like energy,can’t be destroyed but can be transferred.Maybe it ends for one person but also will generate for another things.Also no one can control our memories,past and feelings but use of external forces or methods.Good memories with good people make us a good human beings,and sometimes bad memories with good peoples also good person but only sometime not always.Sometime bad memories with good people can also break you.But good or bad memories with bad peoples always makes you,a bad person.So always try to make good memories with good peoples and sometimes bad memories with good people.These things totally define me and everyone as no two peoples can have same set of memories and past.

But still one question is unanswered.What makes us different with successful or unsuccessful personalities.What makes a man different from terrorists? I think their past make them terrorist,their upbringing environment makes them terrorist and force them to kill humanity.If their upbringing is normal babies they will never choose to become a terrorist.So our past make us a good person and terrorist past make them bad peoples.And past is preserved by our brain so our brain define us completely.But what makes us different from good personalities? Like what make us different from a famous cricketer or sportsperson.Answer is their dedication,their hard work,skill and many more factors,and specially their past practices.But all these things are again preserved by our brain.So our brain makes us different from all persons.

So being a good person or bad person it depends on our brain and our brain depends on us,how we use it.Afterall our brain is like a harddisk,and we are like a computer.Our brain can only save data,and it depends on us what we want to save,good stuff or viruses.And remember storage in our brain is bigger but limited,so make sure you save good data in it,otherwise some day viruses make your life hell.Become successful or unsuccessful it depends totally on us and our brain.Make sure to avoid bad company,this is like a virus that will unbalance your system and may also corrupt your good stuft(good memories).So now I

partially know the answer of who I am?,but I I am happy as atleast I know myself partially.And I also partially understand people around me,who helps me in becoming a good human being.