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"The Mirror in the Attic"

A Journey of Remembering Who You Are

By MANZOOR KHANPublished 6 months ago 3 min read

When Maya turned eighteen, her grandmother passed away and left her the old family house on the edge of town—a weather-worn place with ivy strangling its brick walls, cracked windowpanes, and a rusted mailbox that hadn’t seen a letter in years. Maya had only been there twice as a child, both times fleeting, both times cloaked in the scent of lavender, old books, and something unnamable that clung to memory like fog.

She moved in that summer. Not out of desire, but out of directionlessness. Her classmates had scattered across the country to colleges, internships, or adventures planned since childhood. Maya had no map, no plan, only a sense of quiet urgency—that she needed to be somewhere that might help her figure out who she really was.

The house was silent, but not lonely. The old wood floors creaked beneath her steps, and light poured through dust like stories waiting to be told. She spent her first weeks exploring: the overgrown garden out back, the kitchen still lined with handwritten recipes, the bookshelves brimming with titles from a life she never got to know.

But the attic—her grandmother’s only rule—had always been off-limits.

One rainy afternoon, with thunder rumbling like a distant drum and no one to tell her otherwise, Maya climbed the narrow staircase leading to the attic. Each step groaned, the air thick with dust and memory.

She found a single window up there, clouded and narrow, casting dim light across furniture shrouded in yellowing sheets. There were chests, an old easel, a cracked phonograph, and in the far corner, nearly hidden, stood a tall mirror draped in white linen.

She hesitated. Her fingers trembled slightly as she reached for the cloth and pulled it away.

The mirror was beautiful—ornate, with dark wooden vines carved into its frame, twisting around small silver birds and flowers. The glass was perfectly clean, untouched by time. She expected to see her reflection, hazy and tired in the dim light.

But the girl in the mirror was... not quite her.

Maya froze.

The reflection stared back, but it didn’t match her movements. When she stepped forward, the reflection remained still. And then, slowly, impossibly, it smiled.

“You’re not me,” Maya whispered.

“I’m the you you’ve forgotten,” the reflection replied, its voice soft but clear, as if echoing from deep within her.

She staggered back. Her mind raced—maybe this was a dream, or a hallucination from too many sleepless nights.

But the reflection continued, “I’m the one who danced barefoot in the rain. Who made spaceships out of cardboard boxes. Who cried when she saw others hurt. Who once believed she could be anything.”

“That was just childhood,” Maya said, trying to steady herself.

“No,” the reflection said gently. “That was truth. You didn’t stop being that person. You buried her.”

Maya felt something stir inside—a warmth, a flicker, a memory. She remembered the journals she used to keep, filled with wild stories and drawings. The ones she threw away when a teacher told her writing was “not a serious path.” She remembered the questions she used to ask, the strange dreams, the way she used to wonder about everything. Somewhere along the way, that version of her had gone silent.

“I’ve changed,” Maya whispered. “I had to.”

“You adapted,” the reflection replied. “But that doesn’t mean you found yourself. You’ve spent years trying to be what others expected. You’ve worn names like clothes: daughter, student, quiet, agreeable. But those aren’t who you are. Not entirely.”

Tears welled in Maya’s eyes. She didn’t even know why she was crying. Maybe it was relief. Maybe it was grief.

“Can I… be her again?” she asked.

“No,” the reflection said. “But you can become her again. A newer version. Someone true.”

The glass shimmered. The light in the room shifted. Her reflection returned to normal, mirroring her once more.

For a long moment, Maya stood in front of the mirror, breathing slowly, watching herself. Not just her face, but herself. The weight she’d been carrying—the pressure to have answers, to fit into molds—suddenly felt lighter.

She went downstairs and opened an old notebook. She began writing again—messy, unfiltered, real. She started painting in the kitchen with cheap watercolors, just because. She didn’t apply to universities she didn’t care about. She took a part-time job at a bookstore, and in the evenings, she read stories that set her mind on fire.

She learned to be alone without feeling lost. She learned that not knowing was a kind of freedom. She asked questions. She wandered. She stopped pretending to be someone else.

Months passed.

One morning, as autumn winds swept golden leaves through the garden, Maya returned to the attic. The mirror stood quietly, unchanged.

This time, when she looked into it, the reflection smiled in perfect sync with her.

And she smiled back.

She was still becoming—but finally, she was becoming herself.

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About the Creator

MANZOOR KHAN

Hey! my name is Manzoor khan and i am a story writer.

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