The Law Of Attraction

I always knew I was the odd one out. As I had thought people looked at me funny day in and day out, I had only thought and wondering what was going through their minds. Meanwhile while I was rubbing and gripping my hands as my sweat started to warm up and make my palms all sticky. I had always knew there was something possibly wrong. Growing up as a child all I ever seen was a cask of a cheap, smelly, white wine, bottles of degreaser and petrol fumes lingering around in the air.

From an early age I had become used to the wine cask of my mother’s drinking habits to her father playing around on his cars for personal projects all day. My father had always been a car enthusiast who had loved nothing more than to hold a spray gun in his hands.

As I grew up and got older, being a troubled child through school was always a battle. After school detentions and getting caught up in the wrong crowds. Just trying to fit in. Why is that? Why is it that we have to prove ourselves to the people around us to be accepted? Do we just live in a reality that is full of expectations? Or is it that we are our own worst enemy and afraid of enjoying our own company? I didn’t know the answer to this, but I defiantly knew one thing.

I discovered the powerful Law Of Attraction, now believe me, I had no idea what this all meant to me or even possibly thinking thought I could change the world, but one thing happened after another. At first I thought it was a consequence of seeing things that I never really thought I’d expect. But it did and things kept happening, eventually started making odd patterns like from finding $2 or just having a déjà vu.

I got really interested in Law of Attraction. I then started to read books, searched and watched youtube videos day in and day out until I was hoping to find the answer that I had been wanting so badly that I was waiting for! I needed $20,000 to pay off my car debt. It was only a problem on how i was going to get that money!

Why do we spend lots of time discreetly looking for answers for certain problems or re occurrences the occur in our life? That the whole time, sometimes we think every minor detail that flows our way is a sign closer for the answer that we’re hoping for? Or is it very true of what they say? That like really just attracts like?

As days went by and nights had gotten colder, I started then meditations and filling in daily affirmations in my Little Black Book. “I have an abundance in my bank account” 5x as I hear the snap crackle pop in my roaring fire, This Little Black Book was not just a little black book. It was full of secrets. But shh! No silly! Not those sorts of secrets! Secrets like on how I wanted my day to turn out what I kept doing to keep on having these random coincidences in my life lately. Think of it as a diary. A diary that you would normally write in at the end of each day to write about how your day was etc.

I will get it out from my bed side table and write it in every morning before I would go to work. It’s like it almost took me to another peace of mind. Thinking positive as I’m flipping through pages watching all my different daily affirmations flicker back to the front of the book as I just catch that light breeze just wafting in front of me from my Little Black Book smelling all those fresh untouched pages that’s not marked with my oily finger prints and full of creases.

As I gained more knowledge and a better understanding of Law Of Attraction, I tried to use it the best of my advantage as possible. Now already somehow manifesting a beautiful house after I left school was already enough to make people envious. But little did people know I struggled with debts and other finances to make ends meet.

We sometimes think life Is so hard. Life was never meant to be easy, so they say. But is it? Could it be as easy we want it to be? Or could it be that we are so brainwashed by our own society and just accept the bad behaviours and the negativity around us?

I thought this every day until something had to change. And it was either something was bound to change for the better or for a lot worse than expected! I couldn’t understand why people were always so negative all the time, weather it was about or towards me, or something that had to do in their own personal life. As I was such a positive person, I tried so hard to always see the good within the bad. But unfortunately for me, myself and I. It would always drag my mood down and have doubt in my mind for my own life. And How I was going to reach that $20,000 that I needed to pay off her my finances.

I always stuck to myself and never really made much effort to hang out with friends or family because I always knew it would be a lot easier and to keep the negativity mindset elsewhere. Was it just easier to do that? Block the outside world and not listen to anyone’s drama? Or it could be that we are so caught up in our own minds that maybe we are the one’s brainwashing ourselves. Meanwhile while we scroll through Facebook worrying about everyone else’s life!

As I wanted that money so bad for my car debt, I then later realised that I wasn’t going to get it in any way to soon with the mindset that I had. Coming from a place of desperation and hope, I unfortunately realised that Law Of Attraction does not work in the way that I wanted it to be.

I was starting to give up, but then, something clicked knew then and there that someone or something was telling my that I am not a quitter. Hey don’t get me wrong quitters can have success to, it’s just a matter or what!

Meditations started to fall in my daily routines whether I layed in bed or look like a complete frozen up zombie in a chair, wherever it was, I felt nothing!

It’s like there was nothing left inside of me. Being in a such deep state of mind you block the whole world around you from the outside and only listene to the sounds of nature she sheep in the background.

All though it did feel like my soul was just floating outside of my body, my arms are droopy and my eyes rolled at the back of my head as I hear the sound of my meditation music.

When I did this over and over every day, It’s almost like you feel you’re a different person. So light and untouchable.

Besides my meditation and affirmations in my Little Black Book, the only other time when I feel something is when I bet on the dogs. Splashing down money as I feel I have nothing else to give.

The time when I feel like I am appreciated as Sports bet just loves chewing up my money as continuously lose on one race after another.

Why do we gamble our lives away in hoping not to chase our losses? Is it because we want to feel lucky other than miserable? Why does society think that money will buy us happiness? I mean yeah, sure it will make us happy for a while. But the most important happiness we can have is being rich in love. They say the real measure of your worth is how much you’d be worth if you lost.

Betting on the dogs was fun I thought at the time, meanwhile every multi I’d lose and once in 100 attempts id actually win a boxed trifecta. It’s funny when people say how much they won by gambling or a race. Funny thing is everyone is too damn embarrassed to say how much they spent! It is like people having the effort to leave a bad review about a business, but you never hear any of the good reviews wither!

As days went by, there were days I felt like nothing and there were days where I felt like more than a million dollars and I could take on the world. So, I was like, stuff it! I’m either all in or all out on this round, I had added in my sports bet account of $500 fresh Australian dollars with the odd of more than 100 to 1. Hoping to god I will win something, I had done a multi in every sport from Basketball to AFL, to even ping pong. Because that is how desperate I was. Funny huh? This multi went on for about 1 full week.

I didn’t really check it since I knew I wasn’t going to win at all, I unlocked my phone I got into sports bet, my heart is pumping as I tap my finger on the pending button, and I was shocked!! I had gotten half my multis correct with only three more to go before I win my $38,000! By the time that evening came around I had checked again and there I had it, I did not believe it, I had a whopping $38,000 in my sports bet account, mind you I did have to wash my face and rub my eyes again as I wasn’t quite sure for what I was seeing! I was astonished!

In the end I paid off my finances and still had money left over, I brought some shares and thanked the powerful of Law Of Attraction! It’s so beautiful that our brains are the most highest frequency in the Universe and what ever we set our mind to, we can achieve everything and anything if we learn to shift our thinking from sub conscious to conscious.

A wise woman once said, in order to receive, we must Think, Believe and Receive and 100% feel the energy within your body from head to toe and fully trust in the Universe to do its job.

It does not matter how when where or why, the fact is that our brains send out a high vibrational frequency, and every decision we make and what move we take is what reflects of the vibration you set out!