healing
How to heal fully and properly.
Under the blanket of the night
The first time I heard about life crisis was when I was attending my High School ages ago. I was enjoying my life and stress free years. That time, I thought to myself, "How can anyone feel so lost in their life? What can be the reason? It will never happen to me". Boy, was I wrong.
By Branchipod6 years ago in Motivation
Everything Will be Okay.
Hello Reader, My name is Trenten and I am going to take you to a place where you need to be right now... but, before I do please clear your mind. Get rid of ALL negativity thoughts... everything going on in the world, and in your life right now, just stop thinking about it... yeah that... STOP... Breathe... Seriously take in a deep breath and breathe out.. Breathe in REALLY BIG and breathe out all of that negativity...
By Social Media Castle6 years ago in Motivation
The silent worrier.
You ever feel like you take on the battles of everyone else and try to fix them. Sometimes you actually do fix the issues and help others, and maybe that’s why you’re constantly trying to help again. Though, sometimes you feel overwhelmed, you take on the emotional draft of those around you and you never express. You hold on to the worries, pain, denial about feeling sad or depressed. Rather it’s from your own emotional, or physical damage or someone you’ve helped.
By kutie 6 years ago in Motivation
the sweet spot of uncertainty
Uncertainty. Something completely out of my character. Something very overwhelming for a lady who has always craved maintaing a safety net and some sense of security for herself. Something that beckons you away from the comfort of familiarity and your perceived comfort zone.
By Mighty Tauro6 years ago in Motivation
The laws of attraction
The laws of attraction. One of the most poetic, mysterious, phenomenons to grace human intellect and conversation. I mean who would ever think that we all have a level of telepathic power that we just have not learned to tap into. As I began to delve into these mysteries, I found that controlling ones thoughts is much more than a notion. I realized that the clutter in my mind was the very reason why my life looked more like a collection of lint on a cashmere sweater than I desired. Everything was already there, I was somewhat comfortable, but it was very messy and aesthetically unpleasant. Why couldn’t I have the nice clean sweater of a life that it seemed others around me had? Why was I constantly looking for the lint brush of life to clean up all the things I had somehow magnetically brought into my life space? My attraction magnets were not differentiating between the things I desired and the things I despised. Where was the off switch to this mysterious law? I wanted out!
By Tiffany Watkins6 years ago in Motivation
Came a long way from da dope game Part #1
1998 was the year my life would be changed forever, Just moved back to Philadelphia from willamisport PA. I was suppose to stay in Williamsport to start my high school basketball career, but the universe had other plans. My long time girlfriend moved back so I was in a situation where I was about to make a very important decision that would ultimately change my life forever. I was always a very good kid never getting into any serious trouble, I just wanted to play basketball and kick it with my girlfriend, so when she moved back to Philadelphia I was crushed, I had to figure out how I could get back to her and when my mom told my aunt she wanted me to move with her to Philadelphia I was excited things looked really good and I was going to be able to reconnect with my love both of them, so I packed up hit the road not knowing or caring about the circumstances that I’ve just put myself into, instead all I could think about is being with my mom and being a family. My mom was a heavy crack user at this time in our lives, but recently she was released from prison and she was clean from using crack and working she was really ready to be a responsible parent and I was ready to be that All American son. Our prior experience didn’t go to well, I met my mom when I was 12years old, I had never seen her a day in my life before then and let me tell you, it was love at first sight. She was the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen and when we embraced we cried in each other arms for a hour, that was my first love. After the embrace things become more real, it was time to leave and I told my dad I didn’t want to go he was confused, and he asked me you want to stay here? My mom was living in a one bed room crack house in Frankfort projects that wasn’t even hers it belonged to her friend, my mom had the couch, I didn’t care if we had to sleep outside I wasn’t leaving this woman’s side. After awhile I could see that this wasn’t the best situation for me, I ended up missing a whole year of school and picked up a habit of my own weed. When we both realized it would be best if I returned back to Williamsport with my Dad we got the news he had been arrested I wouldn’t see him for the next 4 years of my life. I’m back in Williamsport living with my Grandmother but it was clear she wasn’t in any condition to look after me so I moved with a couple of her friends she knew from the neighborhood in Philadelphia living with Mr. John and Ms Debbie was a blessing because it actually gave me structure something that was missing from my childhood and with that structure I excelled. I left all that behind to try it again with my mom and I had faith that she had her head on straight, I was wrong again and this time it would be more damaging to my life than I could ever imagine. My Mom would stay out for days sometimes weeks at a time I would be going from crack house to crack house looking for her and when I would find her I would be cursed out by her and made to feel like I was the one that did something wrong. As the months went on I’ve been spending time with my girlfriend and basically she moved in I didn’t know that spending this must time with her would change me into the man I am today. My mom stared stealing my tokens for the bus for me to get to school so I’d be home with no way to get to school for that week, and it would become a on going thing so I said to myself I’m not doing this again missing a whole year of school was out of the question, I started kicking it with my downstairs neighbor smoking weed listening to music and he was much older than me but he didn’t mind me hanging around so one day he asked me why I never go to school and I told him what was going on with my mom and her stealing my tokens for the bus he said, Mick you gotta get your own money and I didn’t quite get what he was saying until he explained it, he showed me how he made his money and I wasn’t convinced that I was in a bad enough situation that I had to sell drugs. That’s when I got hit with the new, my girlfriend was pregnant, I lost my mind went into a panic and started smoking cigarettes not knowing what to do or how to be a father.
By Mick Michael6 years ago in Motivation
Use to be.
I havnt really felt trapped, but I’m aware things arnt what they use to be. Who really even knows what’s going on anymore? I don’t think our government even knows that they are doing. It’s like we had recess where everyone got sick and the popular kids are trying to figure out how we can all still play together without getting sick. I feel like the virus is real, but so is some hidden agenda that we can all feel in our bones but no one can put a finger on. There are a million conspiracy theories and who knows what’s true anymore but something is off and we all feel it in our bones. It’s like we are all about to be drafted into the Hunger Games, may the odds ever be in your favor. It’s scary because I have an eight month old and prior to having a child I don’t think I would have been this scared. I can’t just think about me now but what would I do with him if we all started having to run from zombies?
By Abree Rae6 years ago in Motivation
Outside My Window
Outside my window, what do I see? I see car after car after car. Where are they going? Are they going to get gas, the gym, are they picking up medicine for their sick grandmother? I don't know. Maybe they do. The air reeks of sadness. Mr. Sun is not here. I know that if I step outside my apartment and look up in the sky, all I will see is clouds. With COVID, things are not like they used to be. Many restaurants are closed right now. For the few that are, there aren't dine in options; or they are encouraging social distancing. It's the kind of day that makes you want to stay in bed, sleep, or watch a movie. Make sure you have comfortable pajamas, because right now, THAT is the only comfort to be had. There is no end in sight. One can't even let out a cough or a sneeze without stirring up a panic. Friends who confide in one another can't provide a hug for relief for their friend their is hurting, or even a shoulder to cry on.
By Dan Asher6 years ago in Motivation
