My Big One

This is the year I leave all the distractions, doubt, negative thoughts and manipulative people in the past. I'm moving into this year with the intention of finishing my novel and publishing it, this is the year I focus my mind on learning more about investing in rental properties, this is the year I start my journey to becoming a multi-millionaire and a best selling author. This year I will be working out and eating healthier than I did last year. Some people will read this and think "that's a bit of a stretch don't you think?" I know it's a big dream that will require a lot of effort and time, but you don't know me. I'm determined, driven and passionate; I've been through a hell of a lot in 2024. I've been beatened and battered and it only made me stronger. I've sat in the dark waiting for something or someone to save me; it's time for me to take charge and save myself.

This year I'm choosing to make time for myself and my passions; I'm choosing to leave my old habits behind and cultivate new ones. I'm only speaking to people who are aligned with my passions and my goals. I'm only having conversations that are based on business and finance. I'm no longer entertaining gossip, conversations about celebrities and the messed up things they are doing, or even complaining. I'm letting all of that go right now. None of it interests me anymore; it used to fuel something inside of me, but I've changed drastically. I woke up one day and I decided I wanted a different lifestyle, new friends, better hobbies and a higher mindset. I don't like watching television anymore, I don't like being on my phone, I don't like pointless and mindless conversations.

Being a best selling author is my dream and I know this novel I'm creating will exceed my expectations. I've put in so much effort, thought, intention and emotion into this book. I've been working on this project for three years now and this is the year it will be published. I put all of my pain, trauma, sadness and anger into it. I've reached inside my soul and I put it onto a screen. I've dug inside my heart until I could touch treasure; I've lived a life of pain and misery and none of what I experienced will be meaningless. Someone will learn from my mistakes, someone will be inspired by my momentum and ambition. I'm not just a writer for myself, I'm a writer for the girls who have been overlooked, for the young girls and women who have been abused and misused. I'm a writer for the underdogs. I'm a writer for the misunderstood. I will not stop; even when I reach the audience that I'm looking for, even when I have the money I've always dreamt of I will not stop until my spirit has reached billions of people.

I've been told that my words hit the soul, that my actions touch hearts. This gift, and the duty I have is major; I wouldn't trade it for anything else in this world. Helping people has always been my passion before I even knew I was good at it. Before I knew it impacted so many. A quote I love is "if you can't see the light then maybe you are the light" I've never been in a situation where I could rely on my surroundings. I grew up not feeling safe in my own skin. It wasn't until I cultivated safety in my soul that I started to realize that I am the shelter. I am home; home was never a building. It's always been a state of mind for me. I'm here to teach people how to create this safety within themselves too.

This year I'm focusing my energy on how to invest in rental properties and also how to flip houses because real estate is one of the best professions to get into. It's one of the only professions that go up with inflation; wealth has always been a goal of mine. I'm not interested in excessive spending, nor am I interested in flaunting the money I recieve. What I really want is to help other people in need; I will start a shelter program for homless people and a rehabilitation center for drug addicts. I will grow my wealth so I can invest in these causes. I will inspire other wealthy people to make a difference in the world. I will create generational wealth for my little ones and my grand babies to be. I don't care how much sleep I lose, I don't care how many meals I miss out on, this is what I will accomplish in 2025.

I will allow myself to be aligned with realtors, and flippers. I will make true connections with people who have more than me and know more than me. I will make a conscious effort to go to seminars, leave the state I'm in to explore different places that have flipping and real estate investing seminars. When I'm out and about I'll start conversations with strangers in hopes they are aligned with my goals. I will do everything in my power to shift the current reality I am in.

This year I will be aware of the food I intake, I will workout everyday for 30 minutes and I will do focus exercises. I will eat intentionally, I will learn about the food I consume and I will do meal preperations. I am no longer eating processed food, I am no longer being lazy when it comes to my physical health. Some people don't know this, but whatever you put in your body also affects your brain. Some things we eat creates fogginess in our brains, it drains us and we lose energy. Some people are more sensitive to the effects of food than others. I know I'm one of the people who are highly sensitive when it comes to the food I consume and the people I am around. I say my sensitivity is a super power because some people wouldn't notice they were sick until it got to a near-death experience.

These are my goals and I will accomplish all of them; I will see the day when I can look in the mirror and really feel proud of who I have become. I've come so far already, why would I stop now? I've already cultivated a habit of working out, I've already finished most of my novel, and I've already been researching on real estate property investing and flipping. I've set boundaries on the topics I would like to hear about, I've cut friends off that were pulling on my energy, I've deleted my dating apps and I watch little to no television. I'm already aligned with this lifestyle and I'm extremely proud of how far I've come.