Living Life Without A Purpose

There are days that come with stress, work, mixed emotions that later have an effect on you when the night falls. Tossing and turning with sleep being something that is at a distant land nowhere near to arriving at your location, it is then there is only one thing to do. Think. Thoughts start flooding your mind with endless what-ifs, memories that seemed to be dead and buried are brought back to life, and as much you wish to maybe get rid of the thoughts they stick to you just as much as you are stuck to them. Thoughts are interesting, they are constructed depending on our emotions and past occurrences, it is the formula to making them seem so realistic and possible to happen. However, there are thoughts that are formulated in our biological factory, called a brain, to cause fear and nothing else. Thoughts as much as they are fascinating can also be capable to fill a person’s veins with so much terror that they are driven mad, never to be seen again. It is during those periods of time when everything seemed to be against you, everything that could ever go wrong did, and you are left alone in a quiet and dark room only to think. After every punch life has thrown at you, you could only block certain ones, but time after time you got hit over and over again, at the end you are left in the ground motionless, beaten. At a certain point the doubts have to come into action, the questions that you ponder to get an answer to are finally manifested and need an explanation, an explanation you have yet to figure out. I am a mere teenager, I know nothing about life yet I have experienced it and have had the same questions as so many others. What is truly the purpose of life? What if I never get to accomplish that purpose? Kids are throughout the entirety of their childhood imprisoned in a four wall institution, school, and once completed move on to pretty much the same cycle just with a different name. What is there to do when all we basically do is wake up, study, and go back to bed, the same situation being with adults that wake up, make money for the economy, and go back to the cycle. Over time we have been successful at becoming one thing and one thing only, robots, and instead of advancing we just seem to be stuck in one place, just like are thoughts are. Many people are scared of death, scared that once they go out there is nothing but darkness in the other side, I wish to believe that is not the case, I wish to believe that my true life begins once this circus ends. In no means am I promoting anything than living the life we have, but I do wish to motivate people to do what they enjoy, the one thing that makes you smile without you knowing it, regardless if it makes you the most popular, the richest, what is the point of having money when your soul, your mind, and your heart are not rich with happiness? I sound like the typical motivational you tuber with super high music in the background, but it is the only way I know of really transmitting this message. There are people that have it all fame, money, popularity you name it and at the end of the day they were not happy, being consumed by thoughts inhabiting their head, that like mentioned before only drew them to the edge of the abyss, never to be seen again. My heart goes out to them and to the people that have and are in the same situation. Live life, try to be happy, and if can’t be search for it until you know you are there. I wish you the best of luck, may you find happiness.