Golden Ground

What is it like going through the stages in life: I would like to go through the ages and stages growth chart , that would not be for this time. There were definitely no manuals specifically for me. My parents had to take me as I came other than changing diapers, hints how to choose a formula and breastfeed. At the age of two weeks I was back in the hospital fighting for my life with Taiwan Flu, a lot of babies came down with this in 1967, I was a miracle; other than coming through that birth canal it was a sure shot of death: Yeah except being almost born in a doctors office:; mom just wasn't feeling uncomfortable that day: wow thank goodness she had an appointment. Thank goodness for "Golden Ground". https://www.redbubble.com/i/notebook/Golden-Ground-by-CraftyCreator/135968724.RXH2R

I didn't understand why I drew this Golden Ground but today I found out. I was set to choose a photo, I subconciously chose this one without knowing. When I was young I had almost everything planned for my life: I didn't think of the detours that would be along the way; some ever in depthed in my soul; life is a journey that no one else but you can travel. MY thoughts are my own, the outer body that encompasses my celestial being; worries of what it will wear, eat and who will it try to make comfortable tomorrow; but as I live through each day it does at times bring on differences. Yesterday I was sailing through life but the obstacle of Ms. Sue came abroad, her car tire was flat and she's my neighbor: we both need to get to work at 8 am, there goes that cup of coffee I stop for but hey, I put a smile on her face. Remember the times when you faced similiar situations. "Golden Ground"

I like to believe that I walk on Golden Ground in my life. Why? Every hangup that has happened I've dearly learned form them. When I applied for that job that I really wanted and the let down, actually inspired me to do better, though seems life has passed quickly I will continue on my dream, seek my own. Now I can look ahead from set backs and see the Golden Ground I walk on gives me strength to press forward; I don't live to impress others; I must live to bring out my gold: I may obstacles on my path I take care of that and continue on my Golden Ground which is sacred to me; my life is sacred I control what is; and the obstacles in my path will not stop me in forming my destiny. Today I walk on "Golden Ground".

Further through my years I learned of several disease that I have been diagnosed with, I thought they would be set backs: I but believe these are accomplishments for me: growing up my siblings and I were physical competitors amongst ourselves and those we were brought up with; at the age of thirty-six I thought hell broke loose; I contracted heart and lung mishaps from industrial asthma; my body felt like life was over: still young but through the years I felt devistated, I could do anything for myself and that happened. I tried for years hoping this torn body would have a miracle coming; so finally I adjusted for what I could do. Well If that wasn't enough more has compiled; another story. I continue to believe I stand on "Golden Ground'.

I didn't plan these unfortunate events at the time they happened and of course they weren't in my plans of lively events; they happened. I will say; I am over coming through by perseverance. I know that walking on "Golden Ground" comes deep within my celestial soul, my outter body seeks to be stronger and wanting that physical strength it once knew, the celestial says take one day at a time you're going to get there but you have another route being paved for you: It's a tedious journey you're going to make it. Golden Ground is in your favor; surely you will appreciate the path chosen that you worked so hard.