Coming home to you

For the first time I see and feel very clearly myself as a teacher and spirit guide.

I realise that I am here to share with the world my gifts as a teacher, as a speaker.

I needn’t hide behind my shadow anymore. My feelings and fears of feeling seen and being perceived In a way of ridicule or not fitting to their comfortable. For those who are to learn from me, the words resonate and frequency inspires.

When I’ve been able to move through this fear and actualisation and embody it I’ve come to deepen my understanding of my self-worth through the power of my tongue and speaking spirit’s messages. I have come to find confidence in my message and the form it takes being unknown, being unfired out. I have learned to take in and embody this time-line of ascension.

I am here to teach and guide and I do not need to worry about feeling ‘an outsider’ this is my gift. I needn’t worry about getting it right and colouring within the lines because to follow my intuition and flow with the words as they come to me is the power I hold.

I have found this power move me, move my physical body and relight my soul.

The gifts I so innately hold and now hold confidently have renewed within me in the town I was born in and it came back to me when I gave birth to my own daughter here too.

As she grows into form and becomes a young woman soul in this world not of this world — able to make people laugh, cry and feel anger from her being — I will tell her to stay in her bigness no matter how strong of a response others have towards her.

Stay in your bigness and own the gifts God’s gave you so that you can discover your path in the alignment with your truest soul’s purpose.

When she asks me how I found my purpose I will proudly tell her that it was you my darling love who re-ignited it into me. You brought me back to the joy I felt when I spoke my testimony and worked in such a way which is creatively moment to moment imagining and being the light to the world.

I stepped out of a way of living life expecting, planning, fitting in and pre-foreseeing. You my darling helped me to remember and step into the gift I had in moving with the energy of others — of reembodying my soul’s path and remembering that I am worthy and I have a voice to share my story with others.

You helped me to connect with the deepest, darkest parts of me so that I could help others to do the same. With the truth of your most eternal birth I could look at my own truth and realise that I’d been living in two minds; the mind of a human and the embodiment of a soul ascending beyond what the human mind could comprehend.

In the birth of you I found the birth of me.

In the birth of you I restored the light in me.

In the birth of you I initiated into the bigness of my own, the vastness of my darkness.

In the birth of you I came to learn to let go of control to find power in my ability to direct, to take reins and to co-create but to let go when the time is necessary and when it comes to trusting that others can find their own direction.

In the birth of you I learned that with all of what will be memorable in my life the heart of it is what will stick in my soul’s memory.

In the birth of you I learned that purpose isn’t physical or human but instead an ever flowing all knowing synchronised oneness that we all have the innate ability to embody.

In the birth of you, I learned to use my voice and activate my throat to remember the communities my soul was a part of and the tribes within my body’s temple that I carry with me in every word I speak in the aftermath of you.

You my darling, birthed my soul home. Back in my body. Back in my power.