Cancer-free in 6 months!

I heard that more and more women with cancer are feeling alone and losing hope. Hearing this news made me realise I have to share my story to show there is light at the end of the tunnel and it's brighter than you have ever seen it before.

On Monday 21st September I watched a documentary on Gaia, with a man called Chris Wark who found out he had cancer. He changed his diet immediately to all plant-based foods and never went into hospital for treatment however he healed his body compeltly.

I watched this documentary a few days before I was helpless and on the floor in agony. I thought I had endometrIosis. My periods were not regular and after googling my symptoms and talking to my doctor I really thought I was right. The one thing I was grateful for was how my doctor said if I have tingling in my legs or if I wet myself and I do not feel anything then I must go straight to A+E.

This is exactly what happened after fainting numerous times and waking up on the floor unable to get up I knew something was very wrong. A few months before I heard about a book called Super attractor by Gabrielle Bernstein which helped me more than ever.

In the book, it describes how Gabrielle changed her whole life around from being an alcoholic suffering from depression to now being a motivational speaker and inspiring others to join her on her spiritiaul journey.

Following her on Instagram and becoming a super fan I came across her post which I loved plus I kept seeing this quote everywhere.

So in chronic pain and frustration I told a nurse that I felt faint it's like no one believed me. I wanted to go to the toilet but my body would not even function properly to stand up let alone walk.

The big mistake!

I got out the hospital bed even though I could not walk a nurse got a frame to help me to walk to the toilet and I fainted and ended up with multiple fractures in my back.

I was in and out of consciousness and then I came back around seeing nurses hold me by my arms and legs and put me back into bed. The pain was hurrendous when I woke up I felt like I fell from a building.

At this point I thought it was the end of the world but I was wrong there was hope more hope than ever.

After more questions and more doctors banged their heads together they figured out that I had cancer. When the doctor told me I wanted to say thank you. Which is also what I wrote on facebook. Thank you that I finally know that I am not lazy, I'm not depressed, I don't have endometriosis and that its not all the other things.

So after my parents heard the bad news I was moved to another ward and all I thought about was the book. I remembered that there was a part that said Everything is happening around me and I am truly taken care of. Hearing anything like this instantly calmed me down, messaging my closest friends I new deep deep in my heart that I was going to be ok.

I did not see my family but that did not bother me I could still facetime,whatsapp, voicenote and text any time I wanted and I did non stop and I slept a lot. I made up for all the sleep I did not get in 2019.

Staying positive was so so so important and I was very lucky to have such amazing friends that I made online on a zoom call I went on called the daily awakening call.

Everyday without fail I got on this call and it took my mind off what I was going through.

But I know your really asking how did I really get through it.

When my mum asked me what I wanted from home I wanted my journal and my books. I wanted to read, eat and sleep and that was about it.

There was another call I went on which really changed my life!

My friend Danijela started a zoom call to tell people about the book The Magic by Rhonda Byrne.

On the 12th October 2020 I really started counting my blessings and being grateful for literally everything that ever happened to me good or bad.

Something took over my heart and I was grateful to be in a hospital with doctors and nurses and people helping me to get better.

In the book there is a practice called the magic rock this one was my favourite at the time I didn't have a rock but I did have a hair scrunchie a disney one with a minnie mouse bow.

Every night I held the scrunchie tight in my hand and I thought of the best thing that happened to me in the day.

Sometimes it was just the fact that my mum called me and made me smile, other nights it was that I got an extra orange juice from a nurse.

Whatever happened during my day I continued to stay thankful and in gratitude.

Once I got home I went into my garden and found a rock and I remembered the story from the film the secret. A man had a son that was really sick and he held a magic rock everynight. Every night he thought about his son and that he knew in his heart he would get better and he did. It was a miracle and he was completly healed.

People all over the world started buying rocks and doing the same thing!

Thinking about being grateful I thought about what I realled wanted thinking back to Gabrielle Bernstein I actually thought about how grateful I was to be on Gabgy's instagram live and thought about being grateful for it right now and owning that feeling.

Straight after I thought about journaling and I stared writing not knowing that Gabby picked me out of 1,000 viewers watching and I was on her live!!

Shocked I picked up my phone and was so amazed and excited lying there in my hospital gown.

That night I held my scrunchie and I was so thankful. I told her how much her posts helped me and her book inspired me. I told Gabby about my diagnosis and she even said she would send me her new book and give me free membership on her website.

Other people commented and I reached out to me. Some people who said I was so strong. One woman told me she had breast cancer and she sent me a meditation for healing cells in the body. I loved it meditating on my cells to heal and knowing in my heart my body was going to be just fine.

so what are my 5 tips to do when your going through a cancer treatment plan.

1. Read the magic and your health will magically improve

2. Meditate on cells, for a good nights sleep and mediatate on self love

3. Stay positive and drink Kale smoothies for breakfast.

4. Listen to music to get you in a good mood.

5. Journal, write your thoughts down and get them out of your head.

Do I have anymore advice you ask. Hold your magic rock and I promise you, your health will magically improve and your life will become better than your wildest dreams If you let yourself belive it.

If this blog helped you in any way I would love to hear how, message me on Instagram @yessicaxjessica and please leave a tip.

Sending you magic healing dust. love, joy and happiness in everything you do from now and forever.