Awakening To The Gift of This Woman -The Complete Metamorphosis

There are so many women that are so incredible, more incredible beyond words. Women who have made significant strives that deeply impact the collective but only one comes to mind when I think of the valuable impact to me on a deep profound level. So profound, that the power has freed me and created a transformation that changed the trajectory of my life. Who’s that person you ask? Well that person is I- Me, Myself and I. And while most might perceive this statement to be egocentric, I promise you it's not. It is actually the most inspirational and humbling thing one can say, but not only say, but also achieve for themselves in this lifetime. So please keep reading.

See it takes a certain level of grief, conflict, defeat, destruction, agony, and injustice to fill your soul and take you under. To finally be able to move up and get to a place where you have to fight to find in yourself what you are programmed to effortlessly find in others. See, pain has a way of changing us, doesn’t it? Once we are broken we can never go back to being the same. But here’s a secret, are you ready? We can be better than we were before, but I will share that in a bit.

So let me regress, I, like many others, have taken on a lot of pain in this lifetime. I count myself along with the broken. The truth is we don’t get to live a life on the 3d plane without coming out a little wounded. Pains of loss, betrayal, neglect, abandonment, codependency, guilt, shame, ancestral patterns, sexual misconduct, enmeshment, rejection, etc., all creates anguish in oneself, anguish so deep and dark that it’s hard to release. And even after we release the physically trigger, we hold unconscious space for the emotional pain in the depths of our existence, whether we are aware or not or want to or not.

But here’s the thing, something wonderful can happen in the deepest part of our darkest times, if you allow it. Illumination of other pain we have collected through out the years and all those intense fears that live deep down in the shadows can come to the light to not only be healed but also to be transformed. And once it does, a powerful and inspirational rebirth of our true authentic self can emerge once again. I know because this is my experience, I had to face my shadows and all the ghost that took residence in my deepest parts. Not only did I face it, but I also came out the victor with a deep understanding of how to release the why’s of my inner child.

The why's sound a little like this. Why didn’t you protect me, why didn’t you love me, why did you leave me, why didn't you see me, why did you forsake me, why did you hurt me, why wasn’t I enough. Was it easy? Hell no, It was a struggle! The hardest and most painful thing I ever had to do. Which is why most can't or won't go there. They stay stuck, and trapped And at times I thought I wasn’t going to make it out on the other side. But guess what, I did, I look the devil straight in the eye and said, I am standing right here and not backing down. Today is the day I proclaim my freedom and refuse to be tethered to you anymore. I will break free and challenge every pain, every hurt, every despair, every lie, every memory, every paradigm, every social condition, every belief, every restriction, every falsehood, I and everyone else has contributed to the programmed self, I have believed to be me in my highest potential for too long.

I learned, I and everyone else has a choice to either let the pain consume us forever or let it complety transform us. I mean really transform us, allow a complete reconstruct of the ego, to let the vibration transcend down to the unconscious blocks that creates illusions of self-doubt, self-constraints, Self-deprivation, Self Sabotage and come home to ourselves. Sounds powerful right, well it is and I truly didn’t know how powerful I can be until I had no choice but to be it.

It takes immense strength not only to face yourself but to also face the realities of what comes out of the process and be okay with everything that falls away. Because during this time I lost a lot, I mean alot. I lost money, jobs, credit, interest, friends, relationships, momentary happiness and at times what felt like my sanity. I clung to my faith like never before to help me get through it.

But after this energy passed the type of love that was unleashed in me was beautiful. I learned to not accept anything that was less than what I deserved, I learned my true worth & value, I learned how to go after the things I want, I learned boundaries, I learned how to be my own biggest cheerleader, I learned how to motivate myself, I learned how to pick myself up from the deepest of despair, I learned to release burdens and not carry any that did not belong to me. Basically, I learned how to have unconditional love for myself but not only for myself but for others as well.

Who am I now – I am a woman who has become unstoppable, untamed and embraced an unwillingness, to not fight against the waves of the sea of illusions. There is a sense of opposition in me to anything that keeps me small, steals my peace, drains my energy and doesn’t serve my highest good. There is courage, eagerness in the air, newness, a closing in the gap of finally feeling complete. What I was searching for I have found. A creative spark has set fire to creating the life I want and helping others to do the same.

The woman in me has become a life coach to help others navigate the seas of their illusions. I have become a group creator & leader to inspire women to nurture their desires I have become an influencer that plants the seeds of higher perspectives I have become an active participant in breaking generational curses in my life

Today I nominate and honor the courageous transformation and celebrate all versions of me. See the woman I was, the woman I am and the woman I am yet to become is remarkable. It takes immense strength to motivate and inspire yourself, and keep routing for self where most will normally falter. I gifted the gift of finding and loving me unconditionally and have learned so much from my journey Bit what I discover while we can’t be the same we can be better. Newfound calibration of releasing And no one really knows what you have to go through to have the life you never had.