The Accident

20th Jan, the day when I had a accident.

I woke up little bit late this morning cause I just returned home from village last night at 12o'clock. My parents had already left for office and my sister was cooking food. My brother was getting ready for school. I went straight to the kitchen and grabbed the bananas kept on the table and made banana shake for myself.

I drank that and started helping my sister in preparing food. We cleaned room, packed food, And I went office in scooter.

At nearly 3pm in the afternoon, I decided to go out for one tiny work (to inquire something, I could have just called but the call was unreachable, so I had to go there.) I drove half way very carefully but when I was about to just stop the scooter at the side of the road, so that I can think where I should be heading. Before, I could even stop the scooter, I was hit by a bus. I fell off the scooter and people gathered so fast, I was so hurt, my right hand felt numb.

I didn't know what to do, at that time one aunt came and helped me to get up, At the meantime, another uncle clicked the photo of the bus that hit me. Then, I was taken to hospital.

I was extremely worried cause I was planning to learn makeup and car driving. My dream was just crashed by that accident. I wanted to teach tuition to my student. But, that incident made me feel helpless. I cried so hard.

My parents came there, and they were extremely worried for me thinking what might have happened to me. I was then taken to X-ray room. My X-ray report was there and the doctor said no need to worry, there is no fracture. I was relived. They bandaged my hand and then we went to police station.

At the police station, my father got so angry on that driver and they started to backfire each other with words. But, I was sitting there listening and the worst part is I didn't even utter a single word during that argument. I don't know why? May be because I didn't had that much energy to shout at anyone at that moment. I spoke when I was asked but I feel like I should have spoken and taken stand for me. Anyways, we went home afterwards.

Next morning, We went hospital for follow up, and the doctor did dressing of my wounds. During the next follow up, I showed the doctor the bruises on my right elbow and he told us to do MRI. We did it and the report was horrible.

The report said, avulsion fracture, edema and ligament present in elbow was torn, I could not see anything positive in that report. The doctor said we will plaster your hands for 1 week and then we will decide whether you should do therapy or operation since the elbow muscles had extremely damaged.

I don't know what the doctor will say. I just don't want to do operation because, It will make me dependent. I won't be able to do things that I wanted before my college starts. Please God please, Help me, Save me.

After my accident, I became so dependent on my family cause I was not able to do anything with my left hand and I felt helpless. I have always wanted freedom and independence and this was against my own principles. I am being the person which I hated the most. I hate being dependent on people. Please God, Help me out.

People will look at you with sympathy when you walk in roads with your plastered hard, treat you like you aren't the normal person anymore. But, yeah still It made me stronger.

The last thing, That I want to say to everybody is Do whatever you want to, become whoever you feel like because you don't know what might happen the next.

THAT'S YOUR LIFE BROTHER, BETTER LIVE IT THE WAY YOU WANTED WITHOUT THE FEAR OF JUDGEMENT OF SOCIETY.