our star

our sweet boy. he saved so much people with his music. singing about love , hate, time, life.... he reminded us that we are never alone. NEVER

his life wasn´t easy . we barely know about his dad... he wasn´t good and that bothered peep a lot. he was young with big dreams and his dad wasn´t there to help him. but mum, Liza, was helping him as much as she could. i´m so thankfull for this woman what she did for him.

peeps first songs were just short raps with his friends about like nothing but then it become something deeper... something different... he grew up in his mind and realized what is real life and he put his feelings into his songs.

songs like love letter , ghost girl, give u the moon, lose my mind , about u were about love... strong love for someone . love he never had from someone. this songs are mirrors of his feelings that he couldn´t express right to the concrete person. this songs are just parts of his pure sweet heart .then songs like hellboy , beamer boy, giving girls cocaine , the song they played were for people to go crazy and shout it with him at concerts... and then those songs where he was screaming for help... runaway, the way i see things, let me bleed, haunt u, ghost boy, five degrees..... so much more songs and nobody gave a fu*k.... peep couldn´t express this feelings of sadness, anxiety and fear too so he wrote songs about it and hoped someone will notice. but nobody noticed after many songs where he sang about how hard life is and death. now ,when im listening to his songs, i feel it. he wanted to die but he stayed for them . he knew they wouldn´t be okay if he just left. i feel his pain . but i´m another person that know

I´M NOT ALONE.

nobody is alone. if you are struggling with something right now, don´t worry. there are many people having same problem like you . don´t forget about the most beautiful song he wrote - star shopping.

,, Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason . A reason to shine, a reason like mine, and I'm fallin' to pieces . Look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason "

these words reminding me that everything has its meaning , even bad things. time heals. if you ever thaught about that you life and existence is pointless, it isn´t. every person life matters . please stay safe.

peep was broken person trying to fix others. but who was triyng to fix him? no one. nobody of those ,, friends ". maybe if they sat down and ask hey peep, how you doin? don´t you need some rest ? some time just for you to relax ? maybe this could help him. but they only cared about his money and house to stay in. what about care about how he felt ... if is he okay and don´t need some help. there was so much pressure from everyone ... fans, collaborators, managers and others . they wanted everything as soon as possible and he couldn´t say no sa he did everything they wanted.

my last words ... i was 11 when i started listening to his songs. he became my favorite musician so fast... the day when i found out he is dead was really hard . i was so sad cause i knew i will never be able to meet him.

peep, you are EVERYBODY'S EVERYTHING. love you, fly hihg