My Gratitude 2024

Dear people-

Who were my mentors, teachers, doctors, therapist, counselors, coaches, friends, family members, relatives, and terrific role models …

The ones who were alive and the ones who passed away..

the ones who were very compassionate…

the ones who were truly cared about me even if I felt misunderstood…

the ones who will never leave my side, even if you still need space and still need me for a bit…

the ones who made me smile and always enjoy with me to smile at you back…

the ones who are always been so grateful to me even if I couldn’t see it well…

— the ones who were so grateful to me and that I have been grateful for

and The ones I admire them and mean a lot to me very much—

in case if you’re reading this letter as possible during the holidays… I’m not sure if I’ll be okay or be able to survive from the dark places after 2024.

‘You are always been so dear to me especially when we met, even if we are so far away, from thousand miles, until we see each other again someday…

I love you all from the bottoms of my heart.

I can understand about everything even if the things I do not understand very well.

i know that my human connections and communications are not great or perfect like yours..

I know you may have so many busy lives and everything is not very easy these days especially when there’s the darkest time of the year.

i know I’m trying not to comparing to yours like my life wasn’t as perfect or happier as yours..

I am trying to hang in there as much as I could..

I couldn’t tell how much I have been and what you have been going through like if we were on the same boat together from the same issue Or maybe a similar struggle.

I know I should stay more grace, be more grateful, and never hurting their gifts like yours while I am sharing my huge gratitude to yours-

I’m writing this important letter to you -

And I really wanted to say all of you——

thank you - Thank you for everything- so many thanks to you!

Thank you for cared about me…

thank you for being proud of me..

thank you for your encouragements and positive words to me..

thank you for never judged or shamed me..

thank you for being so supportive and appreciated to me…

thank you for being concerned about my pain and struggles I went though.

Thank you for being so kind to me.

thank you for noticed that I wasn’t alone in these issues including the experiences I have…

thank you for checking up on me when I’m in emotionally pain.

thank you for sharing your amazing compliments of my style, personality, voice, And the things that I have been worked on including my art.

Also I’m writing for the ones whose very close to me more—I love you (as always) and missed you very much every day ..

I will try my best to do anything for you as much as I can and trying my best to focus myself and taking care myself just like you said ..

I will try my best to express myself more the better..

‘I will try my best to stay alive and keep living as possible..

I will do my best to support you every day and night even when things are still overwhelmed and stressful..

I will do my best to reach my goals no matter how big or small were in this world..

I am very grateful to all of you..

take care-

yours truly,

‘Meghan