Late Night Thoughts Part 2

Last Night I Did not sleep, which if you know me well that should not surprise you. The Last Time I had Late Night thoughts I wrote 4 books about them and published them on amazon. And while I do not regret writing or publishing those books they are not me anymore. Not even in the slightest.

Last Night I was thinking about how much I have accomplished particularly in the last 3 years. I have gone to college, made the deans list, honor roll, had a volunteer board position, been a presidential ambassador, graduated at the top of my class. All these things that I am so beyond proud of. And will never ever take for granted. I smiled thinking about those things.

I also thought about how I have changed as a person, for the better. I am more confident and aware of what I deserve/want and need from people. I am much quicker to call someone out if they say something out of line. I am not tolerating anything I do not deserve.

I also thought about how much I will be able to help people as a therapist and how much of an impact I can make on my clients and potentially the world. I am not about to stop my educational journey, I know I am more then capable of achieving everything, I set my mind to.

I thought about how I can afford to be picky when accepting new friends or a potential relationship in my life. I thought of all the things I should never have tolerated in the past and will never again. I thought of all the shit I have heard come of mens mouths. (I could write a book, maybe I will) That is not a bad idea! Watch out men!

I thought about how amazing of a person I have become, and how much I will achieve in life. I thought about how being in my life is a privilege and people better act like it. I deserve so much more then a typical man can provide or give me. I am called higher and I should aim higher. I deserve more. And I honestly feel like we should all aim higher in all areas of life. We should love ourselves so much that we do not tolerate anything less then we deserve. Do not accept anything less ladies/gentlemen.

I will teach my clients to accept nothing less then they deserve, I will encourage them to aim higher in life. I will write books about this topic and I will attract better. I will be happy. We should all attract the best of things, do not chase, attract. Raise your self esteem, look at the types of people you have in your life, aim higher and delete if needed. Your self worth is non negotiable. And it may have taken me 32 years to figure that out but now that I know, I am holding on to that belief like an oath. I do not deserve shitty people in my life. Lord knows I have accepted crappy people in my life and that is my biggest regret. I will never ever do that again.

I deserve so much better and you do as well. So in closing aim higher, do not settle for less and understand your worth. You are worth so much more then you think and I will never ever accept the people i have in the past back into my life and i will make that very clear. If anyone from my past happens to read this stay there!