Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 31

My mental health is suffering due to the amount of time I spend dwelling on the hurt my family caused me. Everyone I meet when I go out is friendly. In summary, my family consistently mistreats me and attempts to exert control over me.

I tried to talk to them, but all they do is try to get me to do something. Still ignoring them, I've taken to referring to them as "the monkey family." Since they've been glued to the screen for so long, their minds have dissolved. All I've experienced in my 29 years is emotional assault.

I'm just saying, from this point on, whatever happens, let it be. My surname and religion will be changing, and I will be relocating to a new country

To attend to my property, I will need to return to my home country. Even if my intelligent relatives die in an accident, I will not accept their remains.Money is their only concern.

I also made use of my right to "take safety in the church" due to the recent distress they caused me.That is why I want to leave the majority of my wealth to support those who seek solace in religious institutions. Nowadays, not even members of your family can be trusted.That is why I am leaving their side of the planet, never to return.

While I have not yet been baptized in the church, I was informed by the church community that I was to study the Gospel of John. They also told me that the city I currently live in has a rich Christian history.("You may be a Christian, but you are staying in a Muslim's house." is one such expression.)

I have resolved to let go of resentment and bitterness against others by forgiving them and moving on with my life. Making an impression on the world seems to have taken center stage in my job and my dedication going forward. One of my other ideas is to chronicle Christian history in a book.

A wise proverb goes something like, "No matter how much university education you receive, your stupidity will always remain." My family is well-educated and culturally aware.You can't even trust your family these days.

Envision a household where every member is continuously prepared to fight psychological warfare. Rest confident that you will write them off if they consistently try ridiculous things to alter the issue. This will allow you to avoid tackling the problem. My nephew is someone I no longer want to spend time with. I have a whole picture of his upbringing in my head.

I'm not even counting the ridiculous investments they've made. To escape this whole absurdity, I am moving to the other side of the world. I will finally be able to take it easy.

My relatives are attempting to force me into a life straight out of the "Truman Show" series. Both of my parents lived in constant fear of "what people will say"; now, by writing this book, I'm exposing their shame. It was just what they expected. You reap the consequences of your actions.

I have benefited from God's peace. I know just where to burn my passport now, at least. I'm certain that I'll do my hardest to provide my future family a nice existence.(I want my future family's family history to begin with me, which is why I want to burn my passport due to certain stupid people.)

I hope all the sacrifices I made were worth it.Human life is like this. I decided for peace and became a Christian out of respect for people and turmoil. I'm now getting ready to become a social worker.