Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 30

I'm not sure whether you've ever found yourself sitting in the darkest part of the home, holding a pistol or staring at a knife.I remember coming here many times.

Even the most little charge may cause individuals to go insane. Because individuals always act on their "fight or flight" impulse, everyone is now quietly shutting themselves up someplace.Stop adoring even human art. Nature's art is undoubtedly more lovely.

There is just one thing, and that is instincts and cunning games.

Mankind has always believed himself superior to animals, yet he has no idea that he is prey in the face of nature. That is why the majority of individuals are regular folks.

Keep your dreams and desires private so no one may take them. They will just tell you that the questions are silly and impossible.

I'm not sure how many psychologists and psychiatrists I've seen, but the last time I went to a psychiatrist, he prescribed medicine for my problem. I'm using it right now.Some act like merchants, while others try to understand you and play the smart merchant.

I believe that the finest psychiatrists are those who have suffered much and are close to the institution. When I distinguish people based on their occupations, it is not their brilliance that stands out, but their hard work. Nowadays,it is more important to understand individuals than to evaluate them.People are really running away from themselves.

I also saw that people who had isolated themselves from society actually talked to themselves, and I decided that the profession of psychologist was not really a career choice because they cannot prescribe medication.

Real life is often terrible, and one has to escape to a particular area. This should be a room in a home or somewhere in nature.

Wars, catastrophic events, and the egos of inconsequential people often plague our lives.I can barely speak to regular people anymore, and those who talk to me seem very eager to "understand me."

I've yet to encounter someone who understands me, and I never will. That is why I recommend keeping your personal tale to yourself. People tend to prioritize their own interests.

Even if you share your tale to someone above the age of 30, you will only encounter bored zombies. That is why I emphasize the need of privacy and having normal conversations with everyone. People aren't concerned about each other.(I have special respect for people who have a PhD and are also artists; at least they care about people, otherwise even other artists are just ordinary people.)

My greatest ambition was to be a thinker and a genius, but because of others, I have no idea where I came from. All I know is that if you influence someone, go away. That's why I avoid people out of respect for humanity's kindness.

In my country, they taught me to hate Greeks, although I had a Greek friend for six years. (I miss that friend sometimes, but he was my pen pal and playmate. If you want to know the truth, you must see it with your own eyes.)

He was my best friend, unlike the people of ordinary intelligence in my own country. And they are not good for me. Because their storytelling is terrible.

Changing my faith was beneficial to me, but it is always wise to be wary of others. This is being told to you by someone who is totally honest. When honest individuals start misleading others in this world, they have the potential to cause immense suffering.

It's fascinating to consider how my youth influences my current mindset. Maybe my true youth is between the ages of 30 and 45.