Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 29

Here we go again, those days of self-observation and hard discipline. I told myself I wouldn't drink alcohol, but a week ago I discovered I was drinking while on medicine.

Then I asked myself why I was getting such bizarre dreams. So I resolved to limit my drinking to social gatherings and outdoor activities. More exactly, I need to take medicine till my body achieves its full potential. I've resolved to remain away from the folks that placed me in this situation.

For unsure individuals how to get money, I may recommend a betting game.More specifically, it refers to a sort of gaming that takes place underground.

I reside in the most criminal city in my nation, and I've seen all types of deception from others. That is why I am now a highly selective individual. Some may call it paranoid, yet it is a lifesaving strategy.

Also, being an alcoholic may have a significant detrimental influence on human connections. I stated why in earlier parts. I began receiving treatment to avoid having to go through this again.

People still don't understand the true hazards of alcoholism. I know because I remember battling with more alcoholics in pubs. ,and I've also struggled with alcoholics in my family, but I'm eliminating them one by one. Rather of battling, we should enjoy a long life. Instead of fighting for meaningless causes, we should fight for our own objectives.

You must cut out anyone who hurts you, no matter how much you love them. If things worsen, you may have to change your name and escape the scene.

If you've experienced enough trauma, I assure you that the more you recover from the damage, the more money you'll earn. That's why I'm attempting to be a nice person right now.

I think that's why I keep seeing my unsolved issues in my dreams; I felt like I needed to start taking medicine to stop having these dreams.That is why I am giving up frequent drinking of alcohol. When I was drunk, I wanted to start a nightclub, but I realized the idea was meaningless, so I'm going to open a café or a treatment center. I will not consume alcohol for a long time since I am turned off by beer, whiskey, and anything else.

For some reason, I've come to believe that everyone I encounter is giving me unnecessary advice. Everyone has a unique tale; therefore, don't listen to everyone. If your closest friends are selling you out, you may be certain that you cannot trust anybody in life. That is why I educate others to be pragmatic and quiet.

A simple example is when someone insults another person's mother or family before shooting them, and the person who fired them ends up in prison impulsively. Such instances are normal in my nation and make headlines on a regular basis.

I can honestly claim that life is full of coincidence and oddballs. I may state that my goal was to become a social worker.

The last time I confronted my alcoholic father, my biological mother stood up for him, and no one in my family supported me during a crisis. That is why I believe it is time for me to travel to another country alone.

If I marry, the only person I would invite is my spiritual mother, who discovered me on my worst day and began to restore my soul.Even though I can't marry, I want to support orphans and students.

People cannot pick their family, but they may imagine the family they wish to have, but lives and reality rarely meet. Instead of fighting, it is essential at times to get immersed in the flow of life in order to perceive realities.

If the dream you delayed did not come true when you were young but does when you are old, live a calm life without fear. Looking for adventure in vain is for the weak of mind.Pessimistic ideas might be wonderful, yet even the author is unclear what life will bring.