Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 34

According to what I have said in the preceding parts, I am going to presume that I have shared everything with you, including the fact that I have changed my surname, met the church, and removed my family from my life.

They are typically resourceful organisms, and it is unpredictable when they might act imprudently. People are always clever creatures. Because of this, people desire to live in peace and order.I'm saying this as a human being, especially since my mother is a secret control freak. I'm planning to impose an international travel ban when I go to another country. We need to talk about a family that had a wedding during the pandemic. She actually admitted to favoritism at one time.

This book tells the tale of my family's humiliation and destruction of their past.

I want no one to accompany me when I get mental therapy for just this reason. I know that they will use my therapeutic process against me. Occasionally, what we refer to as "paranoia" is very lovely. One thing I do know is that God's methods are really mysterious; I don't know whether the God I believe in sometimes punishes people on my behalf.

I can only advise you to cut out the people in your life who are really foolish. In my thirty years of life, I can honestly state that this is the only lesson I have ever learned.Otherwise, terror and sticks are your only options for training.

I questioned everyone around me on this family topic, and they all came out to be ignorant and cowards. It's obvious that everyone is simply seeking enjoyment. The lack of concern for others is blatantly apparent.

Individuals' early-age teachings are permanent. I learned about it from the church. I must live my life from the start, even if I have a warrior identity and spirit. It must also be acknowledged that fear is the true governing force behind human intellect.

When family is involved, it's harder to cut someone out than when you catch them lying. Erasing family requires a truly lasting trauma. Normally, people don't share their traumas and true stories to avoid embarrassing themselves.

People are simply trying to respond. Listening to people is truly a skill. That's why those who study psychology earn such high salaries. Psychologists, if you will, are literature-hungry.

You start drinking excessively, and absurd things start to happen when the effects of the trauma that started seven years ago come back to haunt you. Even family members no longer communicate with one another. Every day, my elderly father acts irrationally when he returns home after drinking.

All I'm going to do is stop communicating with my family and relatives for the foreseeable future.Even if I were disinherited, I wouldn't mind.

Individuals who are capable of everything are the subject of this discussion. Given the reality that I have had enough of this kind of nonsense ever since I was a small child, I am going to move to the countryside to live in peace. At the same time as I am fighting to maintain my sanity to accomplish a societal objective, I am writing this book to expose my family. At times, I find myself wishing I had never been born. I would like to show my gratitude to my family for teaching me this: how to be a bad parent and expose my children to fools. (This is true even when it comes to your closest friends and family members.)

They present themselves as well-intentioned, but they are hostile to those closest to them.That is why a person's reputation is vital, but it is even more beautiful to dishonor that reputation.